Ah, you going on about this rock star that your god had promised you sometime a year and a half ago? We spoke then and I asked if you'd consider yourself in need of psychiatric attention if these god promises turned out fruitless. They did, and yet you continue along this perverse, deluded little dream of yours despite what reality has to say on the matter. Your parents want you to get a brain scan, your very own god failed you, and yet you drag yourself deeper into the stinking, festering pile of old doo-doo's and for what? Of all the people I know you spend more time claiming to have a personal relationship with god, and of all the people I know you come across as being the biggest mental case of all of them. I wonder why that is.
Someone who is blessed by the hand of god, speaks to god, feels god, has a relationship with god - and yet seemingly everyone that knows you sees a distinct problem. A problem so severe that your parents demand you have a brain scan. Pay attention to it Lori, because unless you pulll yourself out of this "illness" of yours, you will be lost to the real world forever.
Kindest regards,
Steve
P.S Nothing wrong whatsoever with masturbation. It is in actuality quite an important "ritual" to go through. Sperm has a shelf life, it needs to be expelled every now and then. When a fanny is not closeby, the hand does a good enough job.