I don't see how this abstraction has anything to do with what we're talking about. It's pretty simple. If the deist conception of God is accurate, and you dismiss it simply because you don't like it, you've let your personal requirements lead you away from the truth of existence.
This is the sort of predicament you get yourself into when you believe that God exists, but that the nature of God has to be compatible with your own preexisting views. You are, in effect, claiming that your own conception of God supersedes the reality of God.
If "belief in God" is in any way a matter of my choice, then, yes, my choice will effect the belief in God that I will have.
Your objection would hold if belief in God would be completely beyond choice.
Both theists and atheists have a long history of trying to circumnavigate this problem of whether belief in God is a matter of personal choice or not.
Both sometimes go into the extremes of either fideism or solipsism.
But I do believe that belief in God has some element of personal choice to it.
If it wouldn't, we'd simply all either believe or disbelieve, and would be as concerned about belief in God as we are over the fact that our body has 206 bones (namely, usually, we're not concerned over the number of bones in our body at all, we just take it for granted).
You're confusing the critical examination one's arguments and philosophical positions with the critical examination of one's worth as a person.
I don't think that the two can be so neatly separated.
I do however make snap judgments quite often (as we all do), since I generally find it somewhat frustrating to communicate with you.
The way I see, part of the problem is that you unilaterally seek to determine why communicating with me is frustrating.
You know, I take part in this too, so how about discussing with me first, before making accusations and declarations of how you are more open-minded than me and before giving me advice on what would help me?
It's a whole lot simpler than all that. I mean really, do you think I permanently abandoned my own world view to explore the deist one? Of course I didn't. I just put it aside for a little while.
If I can do it, you can do it. It just seems that you're simply not willing to even try.
Because it's not my goal here to explore other worldviews per se.
Other worldviews are interesting to me only inasmuch as with their help, I can poke holes into mine and see where mine may be flawed, and see whether I can fix that flaw.
I am sort of playing devil's advocate against my own view.
You know, you could have simply asked me, before going on a lecture on how I am not open-minded enough etc. etc.