so why is he speaking then?As Bagwash Banergee so rightly says: " He who speaks knows not; he who is silent truly knows."
better that he learns to take his own teachings seriously and remains quiet
the problem seems to be that you are violating your guru's primary instruction by speaking.Your mistake is in believing I received the knowledge orally. That is for beginners. My last two years were spent in meditation and telepathic communication with my guru.You must try and understand that esoteric knowledge at this level, the level of infinite awareness, is for the select few.
Its understandable why, since it appears that your guru also made the same mistake.