Look M*W: some Christians I know would laugh at this statement! Were you living in the Vatican?
So blame the pope for your laziness? Poor old guy... well, which one did that by the way? I guess it's the Polish one?
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M*W: Well, you won't find too many die-hard catholics who would laugh at this. There was a time I didn't associate with anyone unless they were a fanatical catholic like I was! I was young and dumb.
As a matter of fact, I did live in Vatican City which is technically The Vatican. It was walking distance, not even one block. I traveled there to study more about catholicism, and boy did I learn! I got to be in JPII's first audience, and I got to meet him. All things considered, he was a good pope. I blame absolutely NOTHING on him. It was all my own doing -- believing blindly, not venturing out of my safe little mind-controlled world, etc. I traveled to The Vatican as a sincere devout catholic searching for a closer relationship with Jesus, but I left Jesus behind, because I became a whole lot wiser to the scam.
I do suspect, however, that the most fundamentalist and the most "Roman" Catholics can produce the most outspoken and vehement atheists.
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M*W: Yes, I'll agree. Our fervor doesn't change. We just replace one "truth" for "another."
A complete rebellion, trying to overcome that inner insecurity - the inner need for leadership. This is not a religious trait, this is simply human. If you don't find a leader in the Pope you find it in some other authority (professionals?) eh?Well, here we are again: what is knowledge?
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M*W: I wouldn't call it a "rebellion." I didn't set-out to defy The Vatican. Mostly, I ended up defying myself, if you can understand what I mean. It's like I wanted to be a catholic forever, but the knowledge I gained wouldn't allow me to see it through. I argued with myself plenty. It was a matter of losing my faith, which I wasn't really "losing" it but rather giving it up rationally. I don't condemn The Vatican for my "loss." I'm very thankful that I had the opportunity to see for myself what it was all about. How many people out there, catholics, have had the same opportunities I've had? A christian would think that I should be thankful to Jesus or whomever for giving me these opportunities, but no, I thank my own self for bringing me to where I am today. There's no god to thank. It's all about us and what we do for ourselves.
When I first became a catholic, I was looking for leadership. I liked all the rules and rituals having been raised in an agnostic home. I guess I just reached a point where I couldn't find the leadership I was looking for when I was in The Vatican. So, I became my own leader and took it from there.
All things considered, JPII was a good pope and a good human being. Like I said, I don't blame him or anyone for reevaluating my "faith." I am totally responsible for where I stand today. If it had been left up to The Vatican, I'd still be there obeying all their rules and practicing all the rituals, but The Vatican just wasn't stronger than my own will.
What you seem to offer is a surfeit of data, information, and conjecture (this above anything else). What you have yet to offer is knowledge.
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M*W: Well, that's relative. It may be conjecture to you, but to others it's an awakening. That's all I could hope for. There is nothing I can say or do to make a person become an atheist. That comes as a personal realization, like a light bulb goes off in the head. If you only knew the PMs I get from all over the world, not to mention personal emails, it's almost as if I have a cult following! I try to write as much as I can on sciforums in answers to some of the questions I get, but I do most of my writing on a personal level. Some of the threads I've started have come from questions I've received from people all over the world. I find it amazing that people who write me really do their own research, yet on sciforums, I've noticed that when I make a new thread, it dies out quickly. That tells me that there is very little extracurricular biblical reading, except among the atheists. Knowledge will come when someone WANTS to learn. Knowledge will NOT come when one thinks they know it all.
And thank God for people who will not blindly follow the conjecture you post at times.
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M*W: Just because you don't want to know the truth, why are you thankful that others remain blind? That's a very selfish thing to say, and not very thoughtful. It sounds to me that you would like to control others with your own lack of knowledge. I suppose you think it's smarter to follow a mythological being who was never there except in fiction than it is to follow someone who's been there, done that, and bought a t-shirt.