The reason practically everything you write is discordant junk stems imo from an overactive imagination. You live in an imagination land where your easy and inevitable path to life freely ignores all the real show stoppers that intervene at every stage.
Show stoppers? What show stoppers? I see a dynamic universe creating stuff as we speak.
Your problem is that you think subjectively. People get sick and that proves the universe is out to get us. Religions deal with that kind of personal guilt.
I look at the universe objectively and see only wonderous creativity in accordance to natural universal physical potentials and dynamic functions. Time and obstacles are inconsequential as far as the universe is concerned.
Well you're far from alone in that. In fact, getting past the rudimentary initial stages is overwhelmingly improbable. Never allowing serious contemplation of that harsh reality is not smart. But it is I guess comforting. You would retort belief in a god is also comforting. My conviction stems from a close look at the issues, not some hoped for afterlife ticket.
Is it my imagination that sees the living results of abiogenesis, in spite of your skepticism? What close look at the issues would suggest anything other than abiogenesis or panspermia. There is no third option that makes ANY sense whatever. The unbridled imagination of believing in an infinite, omnipresent intelligent, motivated supernatural state or being is so much more implausible than you rejection of physics and the constructive powers of mathematical functions.
We're all here, undeniably produced by the interaction of chemicals the raw materials which are abundant in the universe. God is not here, hard as I look. He is not ANYWHERE, hard as we all look. You why? God does not exist and life came from abiogensis. There you have it, warts and all.
You accuse me of unbridled optimism, well I accuse you of donning blinders to what is abundantly obvious.
Unless you want to claim god did it all, you cannot be pessimistic about the abiogenesis model. Then you are just admitting you don't have a clue and if you don't have clue you do not have standing to make any claim to supernatural intervention.
Physical obstacles are of no consequence to the universe. It only uses what's there and obviously that was enough to spawn everything we see. No second guesses.
You just want to see things as more complicated than it is. May I remind you that the universe did not need humans to present us with what we see today. Humans are totally inconsequential late-comers and human pessimism about the complexity of the universe is no more than pissing in the wind.
32 values and a handfull of equations is all that is needed for explaining the universe. All else is fantasy.