Oh so you where a muslim. Well then as a Christian i believe you once where a Heretic, islam is a false religion and therefore a heretic religion that gives a false view of the will of God.
ya ya ya, the problem whith fanatics is that its their religion is the truth because its just so, they never try to objectively criticise it, if you ask a hindu, jew, sikh, martian.... they all say the same about theirs, even sects within the same religion, orthodox versus catholics versus protestants.... etc
But did any try to think "well, lets see is it possible that I grouped up with a bunch of liers".... no!
It could be for you a great blessing to have your false view of the will of God smashed. People who follow a false view of God often need to have their views of God smashed before they can ever have a chance of searching once again to find the true will of God.
Don't try this missionary bullshit with me, when I gave examples from Quran that doesn't keep Christianity safe, what I held against my former beleif can be said about all other:
Thou shalt make thy prayer unto him, and he shall hear thee, and thou shalt pay thy vows.(Job 22:27)
The Lord is far from the wicked: but he heareth the prayer of the righteous.(Proverbs 15:29)
So, my freind, do you find those poor souls in South America so wicked that God turned from hearing their prayers, or the girls who in trying to rid their families of poverty are tricked into slavery, are they so wicked, while the hands of United States governments and those of Israeli government are so pure that he always give onto them what he kept from others? If that is your God then I'd rather pray to Satan!
Maybe your anger will last many years before you seek Him anew or maybe you will be filled with hate for the rest of your life and never seek Him anew. I hope you do not have to carry that burden of hate and resentment all the rest of your life.
I chose to hate God because I love my fellow human irrespective of religion, colour, race, or any other socio-religious bullshit... if that to you is a burden than I gladly will carry!