Relax, I know where I usualy go wrong or my misery is my fault. But I also know when it aint. And, you among others who replied missed the point, I still beleive in his existence, but I came to realize that our miseries in the world are his fault to begin with, so I can't be considered an athiest.
Ok, with all the number of unkept promises and all the suffering... lets be more specific, in the Quran you find the verse:
if any of My servants ask you about Me, tell them that the Lord says, "I am near; I accept the prayers of those who pray." Let My servants answer My call and believe in Me so that perhaps they may know the right direction. (2:186)
I doubt all the famined people in Africa don't do that by the minute to get a better life, nor the girls of East Europe who are sold into white slavery to the Gulf, nor the people who got AIDS due to some stupid organisation giving them contaminated blood.... Sir, this aint a personel experience I'm talken about millions suffering and they are turning to him in prayer, and where is he? Enjoying the misery!
Consider this too,
"Remember when your Lord said to you, 'If you give thanks, I shall give you greater (favors), but if you deny the Truth, know that My retribution is severe " (14:7).
don't you remeber the Tsunami the hit South Asia, it hit harder at a place in Indonesia called Atche known for its people strict adherence to the Quran, and the least damage was in the Thai islands where prostitution flourishes... So where are the greater favors?
Not to mention the multiple earthquakes that hit Iran and Afghanistan, not only religious areas but places known for its poverty! Whereas the damned corrupted Gulf states get all the credit, greater favors and a claim to the adherence to the Quran yet we've seen them here in Lebanon they are the lowest of humanity's scum.... So where is he?