Christianity is not built on churches. It is built upon the Word of God, I have not been a member of a church for over 20 years and in that time i have only been inside a church for a wedding and a funeral. Faith is real it is not an act if faith was an act for you then it was never faith. What where you a part of? A glorified repertory society?
Churches today may not be the churches they were 20 years ago. Christian churches are full of those who destroy the mystery of God and place it in a box so that they can get high. They don't know the difference between spirit and Holy Spirit. Even a non religious person can experience "holy fire".
Adstar said:
God has given His Message through the Prophets and through the Messaih Jesus. There is enough spiritual evidance in the message itself. God has not forced you to be anything from the start. Each person is free to respond to His Word. If you respond like Pheroah responded to the will of God then you can be forced as you suggest but only after one rejects the will of God is one ever forced.
Forced isn't the right word. Unfair is better. Scriptures say that only if you believe in God, you will live on or in Heaven. (depending on interpretation) If you don't, you will die or be cast into Hell. (depending on interpretation)
Adstar said:
Read the Word of God again and ask for understanding. If you’re genuine then you will be freed from your misconceptions and lead to salvation. But if you have already rejected the first stepping-stone, the basic love of the truth then you haven't got a chance in hell.
I did this for many years, I do understand the words. It makes sense save a few scriptures here and there. I know what is asked of me, and I know that God loves me. But, this is all under the presumption that God exists. That is why the Word is worthless without the believer or more importantly, God.
Adstar said:
His Word is far better then any believer. You think God has done nothing? He has given a message that’s sharper than any two edged sword and it is by that Word that He has chosen to separate the wheat from the chaff.
Are you kidding me? A book cannot prove itself. The authors of the scriptures were flesh and blood, something else needs to sanctify the words and give credence to it for it to be the word of said deity.
If it were true that a book could prove itself, why don't we also believe in Jack and the Beanstalk.
The only thing that you can say is that your experience through fullfillment of the word has validated the words as sanctified.
Therein is the issue I have with God. It is far simpler to believe there is no God, and most often the simplest answer is the truth.
Adstar said:
You want all men to take responsibility don't you. Well then you shall get what you want in the final judgement. People like you will not escape from the responsibility of you sin. As you have judged others so shall you be judged? Only fair hey.
Yes, man should take responsibility for their actions. It is also many times prescribed in the scriptures as well. I don't know about you, but I atone for my sins with whom I sinned against (as is prescribed in the Christian Bible before talking to God), and if God were real I would also atone with God. I do not judge, but I am judged. Also, religion is not the keeper of altruism and morality. The problem I have is that I am judged by Christians, even as a Christian brother. Pride is a dangerous thing that none are immune to. Not even Paul, as he wrote about it. That is one reason why Jesus said, "...even the elect will be deceived."
Adstar said:
Don't you dare cry for mercy on that day when you have made it clear you see mercy as an escape from responsibility.
That's not what I'm saying.
Adstar said:
There shall be no peace on earth. Until God changes people. The ones whom have sort for and embraced His Mercy. There have been people like you for thousands of years, proud in believing that they can create a perfect society and you know why they have all failed to see their idealistic dreams fulfilled?
Yes, people would have to change in a very drastic way. It seems impossible, but with the attitude that there shall be no peace on Earth until God changes people, that breeds negativity and anger. Also pride in those that hunger for vengence on the judged wicked sinners.
Adstar said:
Because man is one faulty machine that can never fix its own internal fault. Only the delusional, prideful, pompous and arrogant think they can.
This is what i'm talking about. It is one-sided, rigid, and ugly outlook. I shared this outlook long ago. With this attitude you do not serve God because it does not serve God's purpose to bring love and foster the spirit. This statement is without hope.
Just because something is lost, does that mean we should give up hope to change things in the name of God? Does God want you truly to throw in the towel and stop trying to spread the love that the world needs to heal, just because you think it can't be done without God?
Besides, if man is a faulty machine how can you trust yourself to know what is God and what isn't? The faulty machine is what finished off my faith. I don't hold it against them, I blamed God for not interceding when I asked simply to be there.
It could have been my perception? Sure, it could have been, but that is precisely why Christians should not judge as I was judged as a Christian and as I am judged now.
The simple fact is, is if God exists, then what business does man have in proclaiming they know all about God, enough to judge what is and what isn't. You do not realize that every word you have said (except All Praise the Ancient of Days) thus far reeks of the concept that you have enough understanding to say the sky is up and the Earth is down. When it comes to God, that can't be true. That would make God less and serves only to build and puff you up, not God.
Time and time again, Jesus taught this when the teachers and scholars tested him. When his own disciples thought that precious oil should be sold to feed hungry children, and Jesus corrected them and said Mary's gift was appropriate because the act was pure.
This is ignorance or pride and it does a lot of damage by Christians to the world. I am a direct result of this damage. Other people like witches have been executed because of pride or ignorance. Whose right is it to judge what is what? Clearly, Jesus says it is not man's right. And that is why Christianity today is broken. You may not see it because you don't attend church. I still try to at least go to Sunday school to try and learn about your God, to see if anyone has faith that is clearly more than fluff. I know I don't want the faith of the Christians I am in contact with today. They do too much damage unknowingly with the best intentions. They forget the teachings of Paul of how to be a Chrisitian among babes. When the babes grow up, they think they eat meat, but are still just drinking milk. And it really is not their fault. And they are Christians? They can have it all. I'd rather be "free" than live a lie.
Christianity today is tainted by selfishness of "I want to be saved, or I want to serve God, or I don't want to go to hell, or I want to not have addicition, or I want..."
I am looking for one who does not serve out of selfishness, but instead says, "Here I am. Can you use me?"
In the broken machine, I don't know if I'll find what I'm looking for.
The evidence that would prove to me God exists is elusive at best.
I don't reject the notion of God, I reject religion. But, if there is a God, I would follow the Hebrew God. I just don't believe in God yet. I seek to believe and I seek to not believe. Right now, that's the best I can do to be myself, which is what I want to offer if there is a God. I could not offer a god a fake follower like some do. If there is any doubt, then you might be fake.