Good morning Jan.
I thank you for being here, for whatever reason I enjoy talking nonsense and sifting through my thoughts.
I wrote this part last because I look at what I wrote and wonder why.
I realise I enjoy thinking aloud.
And I don’t mean you should convert to a religion, or become a theist.
I read what you have written but can not help but think that you would like to see me convert.
Humans want other humans to be like they are particularly the weak ones.not suggesting you are weak but casually generalising..drug adictics want you to try it, someone likes a new food and can't resist the urge to insist that you have a taste, and of course religious folk are the same.
They think they have found something tasty so you must try it..Why humans do this I am not sure...but they do it.
They think they are showing something to another that they will enjoy or benefit from...I even do it but I know my approach is different in so far as I respect another's roll in life and will help rather than try to make them like me...but really I will be no different to other humans and must accept whatever flaws I perceive in them I will carry also even if that ego thing is whispering "but you are better than that".... I am not better I am probably as weak..I don't feel it but have some wisdom that allows me to imagine any flaw I see in another could also reside with me.
And decide on a proper basis that it’s not for you, or whatever conclusion you reach.
Well you will be happy to know I have given the matter much thought over the years. I have asked the questions. I have examined the package.
I have wondered about the voice inside and about strange things that I can do.
I have read all the history that has been available to me, I have traced the evolution of religion from the earliest times, I grew up in the Christian world went to Sunday school and church, and say that I gave religion enough time, perhaps more time than necessary. Our family turned their back on our heritage and just wanted to not be noticed in the community so we tried to follow their customs.
So my views are not a casual summation.
My conclusions are easy to see.
I am confident I am honest with others and honest with myself although that can never always be true.
I reject religion because it has no basis to assert that it is true and yet it's followers convince themselves that they have found the truth.
No one knows there is a god and there is no reason to think that there should be a god.
Humans are still simple creatures and not long out of the caves and one must factor in the reality that for many many thousands of years we lived in ignorance of how everything works. We learnt to respect and fear various things and somehow that fear and respect became superstition which has been woven into our being over perhaps millions of years... even pre dating our modern human form.
And so this feeling folk describe as the holy spirit I doubt has any spiritual significance but no more than some early remnant of a survival mechanism that manifests today in a confusing way.
In any event what is clear is there is nothing more to religion than a development of respect and fear into a structured system refined simply from various folk speculating without any basis which is in any small way reliable.
And this is evidenced by the number of gods humans have invented.
I have been studying gods for years and even the other day thanks to
Laurie G in the recent thread I started pointed out an avenue that was new to me...and yet folk somehow think their god is the one, and all those others are just inventions of crazy folk..the only difference between me and your theist is I dont believe in all crazy gods and thet dont either except they believe in one more than me t...and they don't get it..they grasp a feeling that is confusing and let that feeling cause them to avoid reason...maybe it was a herd thing..survival came from following the leader without question...I can think of explanations that do not require talking to a make believe entity.
Really I bet I have thought longer and harder than you Jan.
Anyways there is no basis for these inventions but from these speculations a god is invented his rules are known and then everything is explained by fitting the world into that particular god box...but what all forget truth has been lost along the way and now any search for it is defined by this newly created reality.
And we get this...my faith stuff...as if faith is a virtue...it is the ultimate cop out where you abdicate all responsibility to keep searching for the truth...faith is an unfounded belief in something that has no evidence..heck if you had any damn real evidence or supporting credible logic you would not need faith..saying you have faith is like saying I might be lieing to myself but I don't care it feels good..it is no better than sticking a needle in your arm and being satisfied with part of you being stolen and never found.
The universe is most likely eternal, why would it not be so...just because human experience is limited to simple things like a seed growing into a tree they think all things must be so..they see that so simply..the tree started as a seed and it grew...they fail to see the seed came from something earlier and finally is a mere rearrangement of atoms that were present well before that point the human conceived as a seed.
Lose faith and get back to seeking answers I say.
Watching these televangelists, and the like, does not represent theism, God.
This is true Jan. However observing your behaviour suggests you are really no better.
You lie to push your points..you can not deny that.
You are manipulative to push your points.
You are evasive to push your points.
You reject all that does not fit well in your box.
On my observation you do anything fair or foul to push your point.
Your example is pretty common.
I was in two, people type, businesses...I saw from the inside how people think..law and real estate means you are with them when they really show their true colours.
People of professed faith I found mostly like you Jan. Talking about Jesus but ignoring the simple rules he (The Romans) laid down.
There is virtue in following the rules to support a positive outlook and rejecting negative emotion as laid out in Mathew but anyone could arrive at those principles with simple reasoning and no doubt the Romans behind the invention simply put forward guidelines that had worked for them.
But for you Jan I think your behaviour is no worse than others.
But..you will say..Alex you employed those devious manipulative tactics..and yes I did..not because I like doing things that way but it's like this Jan ..if in a sword fight I will use a sword.. if you think you are clever and devious than try it against someone who is new at that approach and see how you go...but the difference is I am playing whereas those tools are your first resort.
You set a fine example of what I am against.
I knew there was little chance of you being honest in your approach and I have used that against you.
When you were silly I would wait and give you a dose of sillyness sometimes days later.
There was never any point in our games for me but you had and still have your agenda.
You don't care if I convert is a lie, I Know it but perhaps you don't.
Im inclined to think you are more aware than you let on
Well neither of us really know if you think about it.
I think you like to be perceived in a way where people kind of look down on you, and underestimated you. Giving you some sort of advantage.
I recognise I could been seen as a smart arse...That is not me on the inside..I would like others to realise I am a humble person..I can't help winning it became a habit and although people love winners, they say, but deep down they don't.. I certainly want to be recognised for who I am not who people think I am...
Maybe it’s from your fighting days.
My fighting started because I was humble. Other kids would see me as a push over. I was told never to start a fight but never lose one and so even before I started training I had to take crap for maybe weeks and not rise in anger, and if they went to hit me I had to duck and only if they took a second swing could I fight. My humility was seen as weakness. And I had to back off as soon as they were beaten.
Let me know if I am correct in my analysis.
Walk softly but carry a big stick I was told, turn the other cheek I was told, respect everyone until they lose that respect but never judge them, if someone is annoying avoid them if wrong is being done intervene, never lie, be kind to all humans and all creatures, teach by example...
Analyse all that.
Alex