This is not really ignorance on my part solely due to the fact that i have tried to see this question from a third person, objective, point of view and yet failed. I want an answer to this question because after learning the true nature of atheism it has become even more piercing in my head with it's begging nature to be answered.
Someone who has been raised under the ideology of god, always told how to believe in god and not why
I naturally, have developed a constant trust of an omnipotent being watching over us peons. I always knew of those that defied such logic, but like every other child i came to accept that those atheists were hedonistic bastards who didn't know better. Call it an attempt towards status quo by our society or carelessness but we were told to hate atheists due to their blasphemous nature.
Fast forward towards my entry into sciforums and a growing interest in the different fields of science
The more i learn the more i am flabbergasted at the people for accepting the notion of god. Looking at renderings of an artist and accepting that image as their ultimate savior, i mean how is it possible for them to overlook such a flaw in their lives?
Then it hits me.....it is faith...faith and hope, a sense of security even from the society around us, from humanity itself. Human history has been tainted with blood so how could people not believe in some reward waiting for their services, their suffering, and their courage to endure the torment and keep their principles at bay. It is the sense of relief and awe at what awaits us eventually, that it will all be better.
Ok, so considering that God maybe our last leg to stand on and smile
What faith do the atheists hold? In all my questioning of self i come to realize that i am still dependent, still enamored by the notion of the idea that someone is looking over me, someone is at hand in time of need. Trust me, i have said my fair share of " oh god please help me". So i ask myself if i decide to let go of the notion of god where do i go when i am scared? When i am worried?.....who do i pray to? who will console me when i am too proud to admit my faults?......that worries me, that is my ultimate reason of still being faithful in god (though that faith has wained into belief).
So in realizing i am a dependant coward, dependant on the questionable cosmic mojo that is god
I ask the atheists who do you go in time of need? Do you ever simply blurt out "Oh god"? In time off dire need, in the wake of a personal crisis all pray, pray for the better but what do you guys do? What is your faith? What is your ultimate belief?
This comes from someone who is too much of a wimp to even admit that the idea of god doesn't appeal to him anymore but he clings on to it just in case god is real.....pathetic yes, but when all your life you have been told god is real but never been told why you question his validity yet fear his denial.
Someone who has been raised under the ideology of god, always told how to believe in god and not why
I naturally, have developed a constant trust of an omnipotent being watching over us peons. I always knew of those that defied such logic, but like every other child i came to accept that those atheists were hedonistic bastards who didn't know better. Call it an attempt towards status quo by our society or carelessness but we were told to hate atheists due to their blasphemous nature.
Fast forward towards my entry into sciforums and a growing interest in the different fields of science
The more i learn the more i am flabbergasted at the people for accepting the notion of god. Looking at renderings of an artist and accepting that image as their ultimate savior, i mean how is it possible for them to overlook such a flaw in their lives?
Then it hits me.....it is faith...faith and hope, a sense of security even from the society around us, from humanity itself. Human history has been tainted with blood so how could people not believe in some reward waiting for their services, their suffering, and their courage to endure the torment and keep their principles at bay. It is the sense of relief and awe at what awaits us eventually, that it will all be better.
Ok, so considering that God maybe our last leg to stand on and smile
What faith do the atheists hold? In all my questioning of self i come to realize that i am still dependent, still enamored by the notion of the idea that someone is looking over me, someone is at hand in time of need. Trust me, i have said my fair share of " oh god please help me". So i ask myself if i decide to let go of the notion of god where do i go when i am scared? When i am worried?.....who do i pray to? who will console me when i am too proud to admit my faults?......that worries me, that is my ultimate reason of still being faithful in god (though that faith has wained into belief).
So in realizing i am a dependant coward, dependant on the questionable cosmic mojo that is god
I ask the atheists who do you go in time of need? Do you ever simply blurt out "Oh god"? In time off dire need, in the wake of a personal crisis all pray, pray for the better but what do you guys do? What is your faith? What is your ultimate belief?
This comes from someone who is too much of a wimp to even admit that the idea of god doesn't appeal to him anymore but he clings on to it just in case god is real.....pathetic yes, but when all your life you have been told god is real but never been told why you question his validity yet fear his denial.