I was referring to your comment about peace. I have no way to examine your personal experience. The only reference I can make to it is that during about 10 years or so as a critical thinking theist and another 15 years as as a searching for truth agnostic I had no similar experience involving religion.it shows up in my "numbers". my brother is an atheist, and while he doesn't understand what happened to me, he admittedly understands that something did happen to me.
but he knows, and i know, that he'll never understand unless it happens to him too.
It's all well and fine that you have had your experience and that you have found an interpretation that you are comfortable with. It's your experience. But to attempt to translate that into a broader, objective, scope requires evidence that is not completely subjective.
Your "proof" is accessible only to you. How can you then make a query such as "i mean really...what do they want?" earnestly? The answer should be obvious. We want to see it for ourselves.
Failing our own personal revelation we would like to see evidence that some preponderance of those that do claim such revelation are indeed telling the truth. And that is where the statistical analysis fails you. It just isn't there.
Your assertion then, that people...
... only comes back to bite you in the ass. How do we know that you aren't such a person? What can you show us to differentiate those with a true revelation from those without?"practice religion because someone else wants them to, or because they think it makes them a "good person"? because they're lonely or codependent?"
~Raithere