I am sorry, I am such a stereotipical minded individual that I just fail to connect smoking with something intellectual. That said, what I meant was that in this life after taking countless math classes and going through all the trouble...I (or perhaps Absane as well) finally realize that it could have been better of if I just went smoking pot instead of learning math.
Sometimes I do think that this is a better alternative. I don't know where I am heading in life... and sometimes I think am I heading too far into a dead end.
But with that said, pot makes me think I am hearing my own brainwaves and that my friends are going to attack me.
I'm trying to change things now though but I really wish I would have started sooner versus later and as myself and not somebody I was trying to be. :shrug:
Just keep this in mind: your past has NO bearing on what you can accomplish in the future.
I heard that quote on the radio yesterday morning... it has some relevance to my life, but I think it has even more relevance to your life.
Don't give up dude.