I don't think humans begin with a concept of good or evil. I think moral structure and what good and evil means to each person is developed through our environment. Even when we become people with a moral code and perception of good and evil, we still do not exist in a dichotomy. It's too simple. The world cannot be black and white, it's a scale of grey.
And then there are some people for whom the word evil just does not cut it. There are some people, where black and white is just that. Black and white.
I was reading the papers today and my eyes fell upon what can only be described as pure horror. The photo in the papers is that of a smiling man, with his partner and their son, whose face is pixelated out. For all intents and purposes, a happy family. The smiling man, eyes beaming into the camera, whilst holding a baby chick in front of this very young son. His partner also beaming into the camera. Proud parents and father's.
Then came the headline.
Australian pedophile Peter Truong gets 30 jail years in US
Mr Truong is the smiling man in the photo. The 30 years imprisonment and the 40 year sentence his partner received was for purchasing a newborn baby boy for just over $8,000 and sexually molesting that baby, while filming it and taking photos of it, which they then uploaded onto a forum dedicated solely to men who rape young boys. They then traveled the world with "their son" and passed him around to several men who also sexually molested "their son".
30 years and 40 years only.
By the time they were caught in the US, after being outed while in New Zealand, the child was 6 years of age. All his life, his short life, that is all he has ever known. He was bought for sex, sold for sex and there was no one there for that child that whole time. This is all this child has known.
I have seen some pretty bad things in my time and I have seen some horrors perpetrated on children that nearly drove me round the bend. But this story got to me. I don't know if it is the fact that the child is the same age as my son, or whether this beaming "father", grinning into the camera with their son, a son they abused and raped and then passed around to other pedophiles to abuse and rape is what did it. I stared at that picture for so long today, it made my head hurt. I can't remember ever hating anyone as much as I hate these two complete strangers.
The judge who presided over Mr Truong's case looked for a grey scale in sentencing him.
Mr Truong had allegedly been sexually abused as a child and it seems, went on to abuse as an adult. He and his partner both thanked the authorities for having stopped them and for having saved "their son" and supposedly recognised the error of their ways. The grey area should never have existed in this case. There should be no grey area for what they have done.
I am not a supporter of the death penalty. But I think if I was given the choice with those two, I would pull the trigger myself.
Sometimes it is just black and white and the scale of grey just becomes an excuse.