Then maybe I will perish. It doesn't matter, because my beliefs and experiences indicate a rather different conclusion. If I die and suffer, then at least I died knowing what I believed in and operating on the best knowledge I had available to me. Is your god really so spiteful?
The natural world is based on cause and effect. If god said, thou shall not jump off the roof or thou shall die, it is not because he is being mean and spiteful. He is explaining the cause and effect of gravity and your body, based on natural laws.
Where liberals and atheists go wrong is, science is able to compensate for natural cause and effect, using artificial means. They will place a bunch of pillows on the ground and then jump off the roof, saying, nothing happened. Therefore God is just being mean because I should be able to do this and not go to hell. They overlook the fact this choice needs prosthesis that exist outside of natural creation.
If you look at sexual reassignment, this is not physically possible, without modern science and medicine. The human sex organs do fall off naturally, with new ones growing in their place to fit the imagination. There is no natural cause and effect that allows this to manifest. It needs artificial because it is not natural. This would be called taboo or sin, in the natural world of humans, because it cannot manifest naturally, and continued obsession, as the data shows, will lead to frustration and even suicide; hell on earth. This is not spite, but caring.
God is about natural living and not artificial living, based on being artificial propped up via science and free market capitalism. Sin is big business, because to escape the natural causes and effects, one has to pay a tribute or get others to pay the tribute for you, via taxes. It is not about being mean and spiteful, but avoiding the need for tribute.
The children of god will inherit the desolate heritages, meaning without money to buy props. To do this one needs to find the natural cause and effects connected to the natural human.
Condoms are not found in nature. This is not part of natural cause and effect. If we removed all condoms, hypothetically, the wage of sin; cause and effect, will lead to death rates increasing due to sexually transmitted diseases. Matter of fact is not spitefulness. But if you pay tribute yu can escape. But this tribute is not to nature but to sin; unnatural where the cause and effect of nature become distorted.