actually my form of commedy is not very funny, I do say stupid things, and if I edit them out later because I think they might be a problem people call back on them. No I did not have any connection with paulsamuel calling, period nor is there, I was joking. I'm sorry for saying anything because I did not think these accustion was serious.
You want to hear the truth: I live a very sad life here at mother's home now, trying to earn money in a fucking nightshift job at walmart, money I'll waste away in a college eduction thats getting me nowhere, I drop out of class, don't know what I'm doing with my life, hate who I am and can't seem to find any joy in anything anymore. I have tried to commite sucide one. I tried anti-depressant to no avail. but now for the weird part: sciforums provides me more comfort then sex! thats right my social life is not shit, I have friends, a girl friend as well, but I put them off so I can be here! Of all the fucked up things in my life this is the only place were I feel Ok. and if I were banished from here because of the pestering of the one guy that treats me like shit so he could satify his own superiority complex, then I’ll dam sure make it so people will call and “harass” him when they wonder why I have him well described in my suicide note. And I’m not fucking joking about this!
and now that I said this there no going back thats the full me people! Fuck off now I'm going to sleep.