I don't think so. It seems that the original poster needs to investigate more of christianity by asking other christians. It is possible that he or she was only exposed to one sect of christianity. And I think there is some confusion about christian doctrin because christians do not consider it a sin to doubt. No of course not, it's how you make use of your doubt. Do you go and find the truth or do you wallow in doubt so to speak? Also he or she presents her faith like it is bible. Faith is not the bible any more than God could be contained in 1000 pages of writing. It is within you and is truth.
