Interesting – in reviewing my earliest posts from 5 years ago I see that I utilized this open forum to come to terms with who I am, in real time; as I was coming to terms with it.
5 years later and I am still coming to terms with who I am.
Either this much time is a necessary part or ingredient of the process, or I am locked within a closed-loop, that is to say, a perpetual loop in which I will be forever acting out coming to terms with who I am.
Either way, it is of no consequence to me - I am who I am, regardless. So that I act out, what I act out.
If I am crazy or not, that is simply subjective.
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5 years later and I am still coming to terms with who I am.
Either this much time is a necessary part or ingredient of the process, or I am locked within a closed-loop, that is to say, a perpetual loop in which I will be forever acting out coming to terms with who I am.
Either way, it is of no consequence to me - I am who I am, regardless. So that I act out, what I act out.
If I am crazy or not, that is simply subjective.
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