I found god tonight.
Really long story pretty short:
I did Salvia 10 times extract tonight. On my second trip I was having a horrible experience. After I finished the bowl on my second hit I (blank spot, I dont remember about 3 minutes) somehow ended up sitting down. Oh yeah, this is me and friend Jeff at an elementary school in a little sheltered area during rain and 70 kmph winds at 10:30-12 at night.
So all of a sudden Jeff is in the same little area as me and now we enter this fucked up block. You know those cubes babies have with letters on each side and coloured edges? We were in the one that had 'A' and yellow outline which I could see. Like I was sitting on the bottom corner of the side of the cube. Then Jeff did the worst thing any human being ever did. He left. He left me alone late at night ias it rained and I was truly tripping for my first time. All of a sudden I became supremely tiny and the block became bigger. then I became aware of the fact that my cube was one of many cubes in a string which was being played with by a HUGGGGGGGGGGGE baby who was in liek a class for parents/babies to have fun. Because he shaked the string I fell off the cube and started screaming (aparently) "JEFFFFFF.....FUCK I"M FALLING......JEFFFFFFFFFF"
He comes running back and starts trying to shake me into reality. At this point in time I become slightly aware of the fact that I'm sitting and not falling, though I think I'm standing. Then Jeff decides he should comfort me.
"Tyler, look in front of you. You are in a long and warm, cozy cave."
Holy shit, there I am. In a cave.
"And in front of you is the penguin of goodness. He will comfort you."
Fucking mothre of mary, there he is! The penguin of goodness! He waddles towards me from the cave and I reach out to touch him. At this point my hand become sthe penguin. Then Jeff fucks up thinking I'm still scared.
"See, right in front of me Tyler, it's the penguin of goodness."
Oh shit. There's now two penguins of goodness. And, of course, one is still my hand (which I dont realize). So the logical following in my brain is that the two penguin's of goodness must fight. So I start moing my hand toward jeff (so he says, and it makes sense) before I start to snap back into reality a teensy bit.
Anyway, the point is I found god. God is the penguin of goodness.
See, all these religions talk about a god who demands you worship him and obey his laws or he won't let you have a good afterlife. The penguin of goodness was nothing like that. I was scared for my life. Fuck, I was falling! And then the penguin of goodness waddled into my life. And he looked at me and somehow I knew that he didn't care about who I was or my moral character or if I did what he wanted....he just wanted to help me. That's all he wanted. He loved me and he wanted to make sure I would be alright. He just wanted to make sure that I would be cool and chill out. He just wanted to make sure I would be alright. He was the penguin of goodness.
He was the penguin of goodness.
Really long story pretty short:
I did Salvia 10 times extract tonight. On my second trip I was having a horrible experience. After I finished the bowl on my second hit I (blank spot, I dont remember about 3 minutes) somehow ended up sitting down. Oh yeah, this is me and friend Jeff at an elementary school in a little sheltered area during rain and 70 kmph winds at 10:30-12 at night.
So all of a sudden Jeff is in the same little area as me and now we enter this fucked up block. You know those cubes babies have with letters on each side and coloured edges? We were in the one that had 'A' and yellow outline which I could see. Like I was sitting on the bottom corner of the side of the cube. Then Jeff did the worst thing any human being ever did. He left. He left me alone late at night ias it rained and I was truly tripping for my first time. All of a sudden I became supremely tiny and the block became bigger. then I became aware of the fact that my cube was one of many cubes in a string which was being played with by a HUGGGGGGGGGGGE baby who was in liek a class for parents/babies to have fun. Because he shaked the string I fell off the cube and started screaming (aparently) "JEFFFFFF.....FUCK I"M FALLING......JEFFFFFFFFFF"
He comes running back and starts trying to shake me into reality. At this point in time I become slightly aware of the fact that I'm sitting and not falling, though I think I'm standing. Then Jeff decides he should comfort me.
"Tyler, look in front of you. You are in a long and warm, cozy cave."
Holy shit, there I am. In a cave.
"And in front of you is the penguin of goodness. He will comfort you."
Fucking mothre of mary, there he is! The penguin of goodness! He waddles towards me from the cave and I reach out to touch him. At this point my hand become sthe penguin. Then Jeff fucks up thinking I'm still scared.
"See, right in front of me Tyler, it's the penguin of goodness."
Oh shit. There's now two penguins of goodness. And, of course, one is still my hand (which I dont realize). So the logical following in my brain is that the two penguin's of goodness must fight. So I start moing my hand toward jeff (so he says, and it makes sense) before I start to snap back into reality a teensy bit.
Anyway, the point is I found god. God is the penguin of goodness.
See, all these religions talk about a god who demands you worship him and obey his laws or he won't let you have a good afterlife. The penguin of goodness was nothing like that. I was scared for my life. Fuck, I was falling! And then the penguin of goodness waddled into my life. And he looked at me and somehow I knew that he didn't care about who I was or my moral character or if I did what he wanted....he just wanted to help me. That's all he wanted. He loved me and he wanted to make sure I would be alright. He just wanted to make sure that I would be cool and chill out. He just wanted to make sure I would be alright. He was the penguin of goodness.
He was the penguin of goodness.