You say this, and yet you refuse to accept the fact that religion's initial purpose was to demystify a deeply mysterious world. Don't you find it telling that Bronze Age man believed he knew everything there was to know about the world? Nobody would make that claim today, even religious people, because science has raised so many questions that aren't so easily reducible to "Because God made it so."
Knowing now that you're a seeker rather than a theist, it's pretty clear that you're afraid of admitting that religion is just a feeble attempt at philosophy because of what that implies. But fear is never a good rationale for an intellectual position. I think you should reconsider.
Actually, I am after a more sophisticated version of religion:
how to be humble, yet ambitious,
how to know, yet continue to seek knowledge,
how to be kind, but not stupid,
how to be proud of one's attainment, but not vain,
how to be self-sufficient, and yet depend on others.
I think that at least some religions have room for such an approach. Even if perhaps there aren't that many members practicing the religion that way.
And do not think I missed the Hitcherhiker's Guide reference in there!
Of course.
I didn't necessarily intend to be complimentary. I'm just trying to tell why you I think you can't quite bring yourself to believe.
Thank you for your input, but I don't agree with it.
Haven't read that, so its reference really doesn't help me understand how these paradoxes exist outside of organized religion. Could you shorthand it for me?
Just read the introduction and the index, they are available in the Amazon preview and at
google books.
What do you need salvation from?
Suffering, in its various forms.
And how does the presence of a god provide it?
If we go by the usual definitions of "God" (the Supreme Person, omnipotent, omniscient, omnibenevolent, the Source of All, the One Without Whom Nothing Can Happen), then clearly, God is the one to turn to in all one's problems.
I'm also struggling to understand how eternal life has inherent meaning, or how ephemeral life does not. I've asked you these questions before only to have you ignore them, but I think they should be vitally important to you, because you can't really believe that you need spiritual salvation and meaning if you can't say what that means, or how this "otherworldly" presence provides it.
There is simply a thirst for "more." It's not necessarily possible to articulate it, but it exists, as a persistent craving, a persistent sense of "not enough," a persistent desire, longing for more.
One thing I've noticed is that trying to articulate this "longing for more" is an ongoing process, on a daily basis, and one that cannot be neatly pinned down. One may come up with a formulation that seems totally definitive today, only to have it shattered the week after that, and a week later a new formulation appears in one's mind. And so on.