ellion: maybe retirement is not what you need right now. you would like to be more active than you are at the moment?
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M*W: I don't feel 'retired,' I just don't have as much to do. I am doing a lot of medical writing, but I miss the patient care.
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ellion: why would you have to go to high school rather than med?
i guess that would be a big step backwards. is there some fear of becoming kind of stuck/trapped? even though you know where you need to be, you know how to get there and your happy where you are.
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M*W: I don't know why I go back to high school in my dreams. High school was not a particularly good time for me because of my shyness, but yes, I felt trapped in high school, and I probably do fear being trapped now! Thanks a lot! It's always better to get the opinion of someone on the 'outside.' I believe you are right!