I've been on both sides of the fence when it comes to creation, as well as sitting on the fence too.
I continue to want answers, but as I believe you have suggested with respect to "intelligent design", the creation question will always remain.
It would sometimes seem to be an easier task to disprove one theory over another, but that is difficult to do too, if not impossible? However, when you remove the seemingly, few, practical-scientific applications of solving the evolution puzzle, what purpose can it serve other than to disprove one belief over the other?:shrug:
Are there practical applications to such discovery, or is it simply the equivalent of an accomplishment that is perhaps a million times greater than climbing Mount Everest? Don't get me wrong, I don't mean to criticize; only to, perhaps, develop a better understanding of any practical applications.