"This world exists to facilitate God's happiness, even at the cost of the happiness of living beings. In order for God to be happy, some or all living beings must be kept unhappy. This is all right and moral because God organized it so, as God is always right and moral by definition. God is free to torture me in hell for all eternity and I must be content with that. And it's not torture, either, because God wouldn't do anything immoral. It's just my selfishness perceiving it as torture."
- This is my underlying understanding that I have been conditioned into.
And don't forget what he said about ambition. Not to want cancer or some other dreadful disease is the worst form of ambition because it is personal. Not to want to see others suffering is equally bad because you are questioning god's wisdom in visiting it upon them.