Hey there Hiccup,
That's a very good question. To worship, I pray and praise Him every day. I read the Word, listen to the Word, and comtemplate the Word daily. In a way, the belief itself is a form of worship, in that to believe, you are accutely aware of His superiority, and the fact that He is the Father. I thank Him whole-heartedly every day for saving me, and forgiving me, for His awesome grace, and for His guidance through the Holy Spirit, and for His protection because I KNOW I've been very well protected.
Practice is kind of a different thing though. Prayer again is here, but also decision-making. I must always fight the temptations of the flesh, and LET the Holy Spirit guide me in everything I do. You guys can see that I may not be all too well accomplished at this at times, but believe me, I've come a long way baby. It's not easy to be forgiving when you're husband treats you like shit, but I have to, and I do. Not that it's not hard, but I do anyway. The stronger your faith, the easier it is to let the Holy Spirit guide you, and to give up the flesh. So it's really hard at first, but gets more and more easy the more you pray and when you see results, your faith grows, which in turn makes it easier, and it's a continuum like that, but a never ending one (at least until you die). By the "flesh", I mean that which we all have to fight; lust, greed, jealousy, ego, pride, anger, hate, blah, blah, blah. I find that there are always things that I do that I only realize later were wrong, or there are many things I do that I still don't realize were wrong, but the influence of the Holy Spirit works to improve your ability to discern, and makes the change almost for you. People are afraid of Christianity because they think it will be such a struggle to "be good". Well, the Holy Spirit changes you without effort. It's not really such a struggle. You want to do what you want to do, because you see that it is the only right thing to do. If you don't want to change something about yourself, then don't. Nothing should be done out of fear or reluctance, but out of the desire to glorify God. I'm kind of rambling aren't I? I'll finish later when I'm at home. It's hard to jump back and forth between financial statements and this stuff!
Yea, I'm home! You asked about how it's changed my life, and it has, and in good ways. I want to say though that I think that most popular religions change peoples lives in a good way. Behavioral outcome-wise. More than anything it's a peace of mind. It's that hole you can't fill up any other way. The reason people look all their lives for the meaning. The answer. There were times that I thought I knew the answer and was wrong. Times when I didn't care whether I knew it or now. And then the time when I HAD to find it. I looked everywhere else first. Because my grandma had tried to spoon-feed it to me when I was younger and I hated that. I'm too smart for that. I'm kind of being sarcastic, as I've referred to the length of time it takes someone to find Jesus as the true IQ test. Now that I've got the Holy Spirit working, it's amazing how fast my life is changing. Sometimes changes are painful, but you've got to have faith. That's the reason I'm here driving you all nuts right now.
Really, I know it always sounded so corny when preachers talked about getting "the calling" to preach. And I think a few of them heard the call of the dead presidents. But I honestly feel that now. Very, very strongly. And I struggle with this change because I've always been the "responsible" one. The good student, the degree, the job. Now that stuff seems so small in comparison. And I'm also the party-girl from hell know it all with the redneck mouth! Oh yea, what a preacher I'll be. I think Truestory did a pretty good job of pointing that out, eh?
Tell me...what is a witch, and why would you want to be one? I mean, even if you wanted to be one, why would you want to be called one?
Also, do you think that it's coincedence that you're into wicca, and you're being abducted?
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God loves you and so do I!
[This message has been edited by Lori (edited October 14, 1999).]