A Poem Thread

Deicide

Blackness, chaos, nothing but my mind.
Lonely, forever, living outside time.
Touch it, feel it, I reach out my hand.
Drifting, forever, slowly grains of sand.
Speachless, surrender, slowly close my fist.
Awaken, remember, I had slit my wrist.
Fistful, of sand, stained a dreadful red.
Look round, up, down, am I finally dead?
Winged, angels, hover all around.
Voices, empty, and I hear no sound.
Is this, heaven? Or is it my last dream?
I've learned, in my life, nothing's as it seems.
Angel's call, and I fall, their screaming out my name.
Devils, and dead souls, are crying out the same.
They all say, oh dear God, where is it you have been?
Shameful, I turn away, I try to hide my sin.
Handfulful, of red sand, clutched inside my fist.
Black scar, shows my pain, etched into my wrist.
 
All Around Darkness Gathers,
Fading is the sun that shone;
We must speak of other matters;
You can be me when i'm gone

Flowers gathered in the evening,
Afternoon they blossom on;
Still are withered by the evening;
You can be me when i'm gone
 
I see some good stuff here. It would seem we have some true poets in our midsts. If anyone would care to do battle in a more 'classical' enviroment, you would be more than welcome.

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Thanks for the time. Now to contribute (and please be gentle, Its off the top of my head):

Storm-ridden winds ride in on high,
Playing in a sunless sky,
And though the appointed time draws nigh,
I stand alone, unburdened.

While others cry out and run in fear,
Or cling to those that they hold dear,
I stand alone with no one near,
I stand alone, unburdened.

While babes wail at mothers' brest.
And mankind shieds another test,
I wait for eternal rest,
I stand alone, unburdened.

And when the final darkness 's done,
Will I have been the only one
not to 've knelt and prayed for sun:
My soul alone, unburdened?
 
Intro: 2Pac

Hey DeVante
Nigga, don'tcha know we're gonna sow up every bitch in the country
Me and you, up in the same motherfuckin room
On the same level
This shit here, hahahaha
Please, no more pain
That's right nigga
Hey drop that shit boy

Verse One: 2Pac

My adversaries cry like hoes fully eradicate my foes
My lyrics explode on contact, gamin you hoes
Who else but Mama's only son, fuck the phony niggaz I'm the one
Say my name, watch bitches come, now fire
when ready, stay watchin now figuure, increase speed
Make you motherfuckers bleed from your mouth quickeeeer
Plus all these niggaz that you run with, be on some dumb shit
Trick on the hoes, I ain't the one bitch
Holla my name and witness game official, it's so sick
Have every single bitch that came witchu, on my dick
Plus this alcohol increases the chance to be deceased
I'm movin you stupid bitches, vicious telekenesis
Am I reachin your brain? Nigga how can I explain?
How vicious this Thug motherfucker came
When I die, I wanna be a livin legend, say my name
Affiliated with this motherfuckin game, with no more pain

Chorus: (interpretation of Method Man's "Bring the Pain")

I came to bring the pain, hardcore to the brain
Let's go inside my astral plane (no more pain *variations*)

(repeat 4X)

Verse Two: 2Pac

Line up my adversaries, blast on sight, and fuck your boyfriend
Bitch, I want some ass tonight, you know my steelo
Alize and Cristal, weed sure you heard of all the
freaky shit they say about me, huh
Plus all you busters is jealous, pull your gun out and blast
I dare you niggaz to open fire, I'll murder that ass
And disappear before the cops come runnin, my glock's spittin rounds
niggaz fallin down clutchin they stomach
It's Westside, Death Row, Thug niggaz on the rise
Busters shot me five times, real niggaz don't die
Can ya hear me? Laced with this game, I know you fear me
Spit the secret to war, so cowards fear me
My only fear of death is reincarnation
Heart of a solider with a brain to teach your whole nation
And feelin no more pain

Chorus 4X

Verse Three: 2Pac

Bury me that's what they all say, it's time to make a killin
Sure to make a million with DeVante
Bitch I know you want me, what your mouth say? Now, watch your eeeyyes
You don't wanna get with me, that's a liiie
I got my hands on your hips, no time to bullshit
Freaky bitch, come give me kiss
Tell them niggaz from other areas, brothers from here
So obsessed with this money makin it ain't nothin we fear
Now they label me a troublemaker, cause I'm a ridaaaah
Death to you playa haters, don't let me find yaaaa
Mama made me rugged, baptised the public
Now you hard thugs, nigga don't you love it
It's similar to multiple gunshots, retaliation is a must
Wasn't too sure what you facin so watch the guns bust
You niggaz'll bleed, fuckin with me you'll be deceased
Never restin in peace nigga, with no more pain

Chorus 8X

[Tupac talking over the chorus]
Hahahahaha, yeah nigga, yeah! Hahahaha
No more pain
It's just like that nigga, like that yeah
No more pain
Motherfuckers can't handle that shit
Much too much for these bitches
No more pain
Feel me nigga? Feel me?
How you figure you can fuck with me?
Fully automatic type shit
No more pain
Coward ass niggaz, cowards
Come put your mouth on this pistol nigga
Come put your mouth on the pistol, no more pain
Close your eyes nigga, do it
Die in the dark, no more pain

Death Row, so what you motherfuckers do?
Hey that's DeVante droppin that beat like that BEYATCH
In case you wonderin
And jealous niggaz, hahaha, see y'all niggaz
Motherfuckin niggaz are shit
Hey

(chorus being whispered in the background)
Westsiiiiiide! Death to everybody that ain't down with me
That's on, feel me? Hahaha
Oh yeah, to the cowards, you know what I mean
Just feel that, Thug Life, shit don't stop
Motherfuckers got Downs Syndrome, motherfuckers
Weak ass niggaz, skanless cunts, fuckin C.E..O.'s
Put your mouth on this pistol nigga
Put your mouth on the pistol!
Hahahaha, yeah nigga no more pain
Prison ain't changed me nigga, it made me worse
Feel me nigga, haha
No more pain
Hey DeVante I'm givin these motherfuckers choices
Niggaz can roll with us, or they can be rolled under us
That's on you nigga, what you wanna do?
Last year we was lettin these niggaz kick up dust
This year you motherfuckers gonna be dust
Thug Life nigga Westsiiiiide!
 
Today is filled with anger
fueled with hidden hate
scared of being outcast
afraid of common fate
Today is built on tragedies
which no one wants 2 face
nightmares 2 humanities
and morally disgraced
Tonight is filled with rage
violence in the air
children bred with ruthlessness
because no one at home cares
Tonight I lay my head down
but the pressure never stops
knawing at my sanity
content when I am dropped
But 2morrow I c change
a chance 2 build a new
Built on spirit intent of Heart
and ideals
based on truth
and tomorrow I wake with second wind
and strong because of pride
2 know I fought with all my heart 2 keep my
dream alive
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When your hero falls from grace
All Fairy tales R uncovered
Myths exposed and pain magnified
The greatest pain discovered
U Taught me 2 be strong
But I'm confused 2 C U so weak
U Said never 2 give Up
And it hurts 2 C U welcome defeat
When ure Hero falls so do the stars
And so does the perception of tomorrow
Without my hero there is only
Me alone 2 deal with my sorrow
Your heart ceases 2 work
And your soul is not happy at all
What R U expected 2 do
When ure only Hero falls...
 
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This world I live high
im the smoke, comin out the mouth
reachin for the sky
I have no form in heart and soul
I look at the world with blurry eyes
to hide the hidden pains I despise
I see everything more clearly
in the perspective of the end
to the beginning of this life
in this world I stay high
Nothing can touch me
No one knows me, im a shadow
army fatigues always ready for battle
pockets full of ammo.
Im like the mist u can pass thru
cool to the touch, comfort and soft like tissue
or blinding, got you lost, watch ur last step
you wont see the abyss ahead of u.
In this world I stay high
releasing my pains to the earth and the sky
to be refined
with tears of sorrow, so ethereal
it becomes purified
coming back to me with feelings so real
I might die happy or live with a smile
and a cry.
In this life I stay high
got me opening up
thinking of no gain or profit, or guns to bust
just wanting peace thinking of doing something fun
got me relaxing with feet up
not wanting trouble, most of all not worrying about
cops to run from
In this world I stay high
I see myself from the 3rd perspect.
am I doing this to get away from the stress?
nah , dont ask why
if I wasnt nothing would change
except the pains turned realer, I wont escape
makes my fate turned harder like a fist 2 the face
-BLACK OUT-
DAMN! twisted thought of why of being high?
-BLACK OUT-
the world and the pains of life
-BLACK OUT-
I guess when I die, I'll stay high
-BLACKED OUT-

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Sometimes when I'm alone I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friends,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass us by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes...
I Cry
and no one cares about why.
 
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Eye, Exist in the Depths of Solitude
Pondering my true goal
Trying 2 find peace of mind
And still preserve my soul
Constantly yearning 2 be accepted
And from all receive respect
Never comprimising tho sometimes risky
And that is my only regret
A young heart with an old soul
How can there be Peace
How can eye be in the depths of Solitude
When there R 2 inside of me
This Duo within me causes
The perfect oppurtunity
2 learn and live twice as fast
As those who accept simplicity
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There are things we cant explain
So we usually tend to ignore
The unpleasant side to the human race
Like poverty and war
Its deja vu when i cry
When i see you i realize it even more
I know your heart like i know mine
Because ive seen your soul before
I recognize your tear drops
And the clouds inside your head
I related to your sorrow
And every word you said
The creator to so many things
We never realize what for
Now i know why i met you
Because ive seen your soul before
The space between your heart and your mind
Is sometimes called the soul
The personification to you morals
And your emotional control
Stronger than the human spirit
The human soul you cant ignore
Faster than your thoughts
Because ive seen your soul before.
 
Ruthless faces
Rock hard from life situations cases
Maskin smiley faces
Just to be safe from unwanted chances
Countless masked faces for countless situations
Adapting to changes, changing for chances
Reasons for livin shameless
Tru or fake, does anyone care
as long as you feelin accepted
losing integrity to be respected
Shining heart & smiley faces
Dim the lights, turned hard rock faces
with cold spirits, ambitions turned too serious
Ruthless mindset, regretful actions
Due to misfortunes, thru countless situations
delerious
A heart of gold, such a pure souls
Acting so careless and cold
just to be safe from this world our own home
So predatory , death , struggle , pain
1 last teardrop, now r u ready for the rain?
Cant escape got to protect myself
Lord forgive me
I want to be so tru to myself and especially you
Want to be complete, intergrate heart and mind
plus my soul, all 3 combined
But 2 create conflict, seeing from
2 different eyes
the last an arbiter never askin why
Right & wrong? As long as I survive
Afraid of death? nah, afraid to die
for your judgement and guilotine eyes
Loookin from the end, full of regret
In my many faces always changing, I've lost myself
Runnin in circles chasin feelin's
in this predatory place we live in
Full of unconscious deception
reincarnation, just to find myself
know my soul & its origin
Always seemed on kneees
shackled with chains of wicked deeds
lost unsure beliefs and strife for lively needs
Within a world with many lies and deceit
Struggles got me wonderin if there'll ever be peace
Pain and gain has me blind
Black holes suckin in light, takin warmth
left emtpy and cold
Status depends on the baddest shit u can afford
& to them hell is livin poor
But with nothin to lose, its easier to let go
A chance of solitude, no complex needs
hearing my truest self, with silent words
not understanding digging deep
unlock the doors
Life is a dream, but I was never asleep
Lookin thru stainy glass windows....
Realization of the purest peace
Clean it up live life at ease
Eternal beauty, hold on tight...
dont let go
 
Misplaced hatred, got my actions
turned basic
This bitch always testin me, trying me
why u so unsure so insecure when u see me?
Dont say hi
am i that intimidating got u scared
maskin it with expressionless stares
im takin it as a challenging dare, muthafucka
Actin like u hard, u lil soft pop tart
this aint no game, you bluffin, tryin to gamble
I'll take it to the next level
you better have a good hand
cuz next we meet im pullin your cards
Test me?!
the tables gon' turned, next I see u I'll greet you with
wat up bitch as my reply, snatch you off ur fuckin bike
You dont know what u facin so i'll be the first to bust
your lips, eyes swollen shut, make u cry
run to ur momma, u gonna be all red lookin burnt
Turnin up the furnace thru visions of you gettin hurt
Pop tart, this isnt a joke, serious you really going to get hurt
Lil bitch ass fucka you got me ready for action
Not even worth a fight over nothing
I guess respect over satisfaction, in this situation
You and your friend, lookin like a fat black version
of Steven Speilburg, better watch your step
Dont let me catch you slip, if u do u gon' eat concrete
I'm in D.O.A. Mode, not givin a fuck
Punk kiddy kid bullshit, got me losin my patience and tolerence
Thats when your going to be straight outta luck
thru such viscious violence to u , u made me ruthless
I aint got no grudge, i'll be taken by the moment
when you get bum rushed.
U think you better than me?
you think u fine and cute or some shit?
lil pop tart lil pretty boy, cake ass bitch you gonna bleed.
You aint my equal , your not even on my
plateau
U see me, but thats all it'll be, Im the one going to do the touchin
I'll make you famous, you'll be on TV, news channel 13, b4 night fallin for sure
Supressed rage turned unleashed pure fury, rippin you a new asshole, asshole
and for what??
You made it this way, dont play dumb
When I'm the first to bomb
Lord forgive me, contemplating
Blowing on embers, becoming fire in form
Someone help me let it all go, before I explode on that hoe
I'll be the first to bomb
venting anger thru quick words made of mind
but in due time, I'll be the first to bomb


Well.... damn I feel much better now.... but im still going to cross that threshold change the game from contempt to pure hatred when I take the next step.... sigh, its not like i want to do this, is this some test? a test of spirit? I know the bitch is tryin me, and he dont even know me. We're 2 complete strangers livin in the same hood, wtf is his prob dawg. this boys ego seems to be in danger when im around. Is it my confident ways, my handsome face... hah my way with girls...my casual grace, maybe jealous he aint me? or is this something more serious and if it aint... it will be soon, if he keeps acting ignorant, whats wrong with kids today man shit, why they try to act so hard....heh hard recognizes hard i suppose, but that muthafucka weak he fake atleast im nice and shit and try to be cool. God I hate this shit... how come stuff like this always happens to me... serious. I have many enemies and most of them I dont even know in person heh. When this shit escalates, i know this going to whirl up the nest. Retaliation is a must now a days just so you wont lose face.... muthafuck respect, turnin adversity to ambition but people be in my way. I've let him slide many times, let him kick up dust cuz thats all he doing but he going to be dust, bitch better kick rocks or some shit cuz im gettin pissed. I cant escape! and if I do, knuckle scars, stitched up wounds brings back memories i wish i can erase. Im not even old but i feel old as hell, life seems like a prison with no jail cells, constant fights supressed emotions just so I wont look weak, im the one thats truly defeating myself along with everyone else, cant be tru, tho im a man of my word. Dying gots to be easy cuz life is hard, leaving physical and emotional scars. But lord pls take me, i want to be in peace, no more pain be at ease. Is this a big joke? I pray and get no replies, just left with sadness livin torn wasted lives. Incarceration in reincarnation, when i go i dont want to come back, am I weak to turn the other cheek? I dont think so cuz doin so causes more pain than goin on what the road i was planning to take. Gettin ridiculed, by friends you know for backing down thinking im scared not realizing taking it all is alot harder than being dragged in to my foes level... sigh im losin my tolerance for such bullshit, pls lord let me be a man and turn the other cheek, help me feel secure that I wasnt scared of defeat.... sigh... im a crystal clear lake, pure fresh water of soul turned forzen cold thru time, all the live fishes my spirits dead thru cold, im hard as a rock protection from invadaders but the mud is settling on the top....blocking my view from the light need to thaw out to wash the dew away purify myself but in what way? need to bring the fishes back to life maybe they'll create warmth. the world so cold it affects my essence im the lake so deep in depth.
 
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Verse one [tupac]
So many battlefields scars ,While driving in plush cars
'Cause life as a rap star ,Is nothing without God
Was born rough and rugged ,Addressing the mad public
My attitude was "fuck it" ,'Cause motherfuckers love it
To be a soldier
Must maintain composure at ease
Though life is complicated ,Only what you make it to be (uh)
And my ambitions as a rider ,Catch her while she's hot and horny
Go up inside her
Then I spit some game in her ear ,Go to the tele, hoe
Equipped with money and a Benz ,'Cause bitch, I'm barely broke
I'm smoking bomb ass weed feeling crucial
From player to player ,The game's tight, The feeling's mutual
From hustling them friends ,To breaking motherfuckers to paying
I've got no time for these bitches ,Cuz these hoes tried to play us
I'm on a meal ticket ,Mission ,Wanting me
So I'm wishing ,Competition got me rich
On that bullshit they're stressing
I'ma ride, though ,Clown hoes like it's mandatory
No guts, no glory
My nigga
Bitch got the game distorted
Now it's on and it's on because I said so
Couldn't trust a bitch in the business
So I've got with Death Row
Now these money hungry bitches getting suspicious
Started plottin' and planning on schemes
To come and twist us
But thug niggas be on point and game tight
Me, RA and bulldogs ,Rapped up the same night
Got problems? Then handle it
Motherfuckers see me ,These niggas is jealous
'Cause deep in their hearts ,They wanna be me
Yeah, now you got me right beside you
Hoping you're listening ,I catch you're paying attention
To my ambitions as a rider
It was my only wish to rise
Above these jealous, coward, motherfuckers I despise
When it's time to ride ,I was the first off this side
Give me the .9
I'm ready to die right here tonight , And motherfuck their life
That's what they're screaming, As they drill me
But I'm hard to kill ,So open fire
That's how you kill me ,Witness my steel
Spitting at adversaries ,Envious and after me
I'd rather die before they catch me
Watch me bleed ,Mama corrected me
I'm suicidal ,Thinking thoughts
I'm innocent ,There be bullets flying when in court
Fuck doing jail time ,Better day
Sacrifice ,Won't get a chance to do me
Like they did my nigga, Ty
Thugging for life ,And if you're right
Then nigga die for it ,Let them other brothers try
At least you tried for it ,When it's time to die
Be a man ,Pick the way to leave
Fuck peace and the police
My ambitions as a rider
My murderous lyrics
Equipped with spirits of those thugs
Them phonies
Pay off the block ,Evade the cops
'Cause I know they're coming for me
I've been hesitant to re-appear
Been away for years
Now I'm back, My adversaries been reduced to tears
Question my methods , Just wrecking these
Sure as them bitches bleed
Niggas is feeling the fire ,My mother's corrupted seed
Blast me ,But they didn't finish
Didn't diminish
My powers
So now I'm back to be a motherfucking menace
They're cowards ,That's why they tried to set me up
Had bitch ass niggas on my team
So indeed ,They wet me up
But I'm back reincarnated
Incarcerated
At the time I caught the perfect way that God made it
Laced with lyrics that's legendary
Musical mercenary ,For money
I had these motherfuckers buried
I've been getting much mail in jail
Niggas telling me to kill it
Knowing when I get out
They're gonna feel it ,Witness the realest
A who rider ,When I put the shit inside
They'll cry
From all your people when they find him
Just remind him
My history will prove up in it
Revenge on them niggas that played me
And all tha cowards that was down with it
Now it's your nigga right beside you
Hoping you're listenin and catch you paying attention
To my ambitions as a rider

Verse 2 [RA Pharrell]

ha ha ha ha ha
RA Pharrell about to spit the rap in your ears as well
Lyrical flows, explode like shotty buckshot shells, in your dome
Beastial Makavellian "ambitious ridah" beats shakin my very bones
Crucial rappin, cant hear my rythmn so read this in slow mo
Personal nothin, as Im spittin out my quotes
Radical freestylin from the mind givin no second thoughts
hahahaha
Am I on the right course? Is what I ask myself
But ofcourse is the answer cant be nothin else
RA a battlefield czar, rollin in plush cars
Livin life got me turned hard, leavin eternal scars
Adapting in so far, is nothing without cause
Grown up so rugged, enemies kicken buckets
To the world I say fuck it, now free will dont u love it ? heh
To be a soldier, must maintain my holster got me at ease
Your life turned complicated, mess wid me is wat i make it to be
Thru ambitious intentions I'm a riiidaah
To my foes gothcha watchin out stayin at home, dont see me kreepin up beside yaah
Spit some threats in ur ears give me the money hoe
Pistol whip, equip ur money to add for my re-up dope sells, cuz bitch im barely broke. hahahah
Fuck a 9 to 5 I'm cuttin these phonies down to size
RA I know they despise, right before they eyes they see me rise
floatin on cash flows, cant help myself I'm on a roll, now watch me grow
These bitches now lookin like little gnomes, I step on them hoes cuz i know they want mines, schemin speakin lies, now its time to die, feelin no remorse heh
Im a walkin menace, dont trust strangers isnt that what they tell us
If life is a test, then I know I failed, payin bail in & outta jail
Cant excel, tho learnin devious arts to get away is how im takin my lessons
stuck ruthless growin fangs from viscious elixers transformin
Im a theif keep ur girl close, hit it once now shes a hoe
So sprung she callin me King Kong hahaha
Like Pac say M.O.B
Money Over Bitches, also applies to me
hahahaha shits real, livin shameless
We cant escape it, the whole world is fuct up look at all this weak faces.
Struggle for gain, just to live life, muthafucka its a greedy world full of pleasure connected with pain.
Shits tastless, bustin guns with no emotions, maybe when u come back shit changes. heh
Reincarnation
Dont act like we friends if u know me from a past life
I aint ur homie in this world we live the fast life.
In reality men in nature are use to wicked deeds
only doin right out of necessity, and is there peace?
I dont think so thats probably why I speak like this so
Fuck peace and the police there aint no stoppin mee.
The only peace we can have is the peace in our minds
the peace in our hearts, but most of all the piece in my waist line
cuz shits real, no peace cuz I got enemies, use my piece, stop they lungs cant breathe, they deceased, now i got peace hahahahha
Wicked thoughts got me a mark for the cops
Lookin over my shoulders, aint never gonna stop
Paranoid as hell, but O well they'll have trouble gettin me caught
But if i catch another case
Lord knows how they hate me, they got a player in the court room, please don't let them frame me
I've been dealt a lot of bad cards
Living as a thug, count my blessings
Don't stress in this land with no love
Maybe if they see me rolling, look at all this green I'm holding
I guess that's why they envious & get their eye swollen
Hoping the heavenly father love a hustler
Be the hardest nigga on earth to ever bust a nut
My homies tell me have a heart, fuck they feelin's
From births start, I've been plannin to make a million
We cold hearted
Niggas in masks that'll blast at the task force
Empty out my clip, time to mash, they asked for it
They talk a lot of nonsense I choose to ignore
A war? They ain't ready for it
ssssssshhhhhhh
Rule 1
Remain ruthless, tho not to be hated
in crucial situations dont be at all faceless
Cuz the massess will be disgraced, now u a target thru contempt
Probly gonna get assassinated, cuz of cowardice laced with wayz of incompetence.
Studying the secrets to war, waitin for an apprentice to teach
someone worthy to tell cuz this is hardball, to many snakes watchout for deciet, and too many faces welcome defeat
but I aint tryin to preach
So I proceed with the onslought, aint no secret
they all marks, we attack like a pack of sharks
relentless viscious wishes makin u dinner fuck a meal ticket
While, RA Pharrell a born leader 10 millimeter
Changing niggaz futures like a schizophrenic palm reader
Heed from out the bible I read
See the meek shall inherit the earth
and the strong will lead
Hittin' weed like it alright
I'll be in the studio making music all night
My enemies cry whenever I rise
They hated 'till death, try to beat me out my last breath
I wont change and maybe in death all bad decisions ive met
I might regret


I wont deny it
Im a straight ridah
u dont wanna fuck wid me
got the police bustin at me
but they cant do nothin to a G
got bitches down on they knees
money being smoked up like weed
nothin in this world scares me
straight up tru O.G
Makin dreams come tru thru the streets
M.O.B. is straight mandatory
I wont deny it
Im a straight ridah

Got my piece, u want peace? ha ha
 
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Let me stick you with this
Lets see can you feel...
I grab my pen caressin' empty pages
I grab my pen caressin' empty pages
Makin' love creatin' money makin' phrases
Let me mold you into what I dreamed you would be
Let the world see your beauty and associate it with me
When I'm poor and broke down,
Lookin' bummy with no money
I can feel you in my soul
Close my eyes and let you take control
I grab my pen, caressin' empty pages,
I grab my pen, caressin' empty pages,
Makin' love, creatin' money makin' phrases,
Makin' love, creatin' money makin' phrases,
When I'm alone,
You comfort me and soothe my head,
When we get down, we don't need no hotel room or bed
Give me head, suck my brain, and watch it shoot out lyrics
Into your ears, makin' you pregnant with my own spirit
If you take a look inside my mind
Within' you'll find my baby
Love so high, I'm blessed by God
I pray that'll you'll always stay
My first love
My first love
Yeah
I could feel you
I love the way you give it to me
I can you feel you, I love the way you give it to me
Make me feel like a king, and I won't give your love away
Make me feel like a king, and I won't give your love away
Sacrifice, so no one can run away with you
Give my life, cause all I want to do is be with you
Some don't think, a nigga like me should speak freely
Tell you tricks how I feel
With my original poetry
See, when I didn't have shit, on the street
Tryin' to hit a lick
Didn't nobody try to give me shit
I worked for it and got jerked for it
Got hurt for it
Still in the mix, these tricks never knew I could last long
Come strong
And make a nigga pick me up like a ringin' telephone
I grab my pen, caressin' empty pages,
I grab my pen, caressin' empty pages,
Makin' love, creatin' money makin' phrases,
Makin' love, creatin' money makin' phrases,
When I'm alone
Yuo comfort me and soothe my head
When we get down, we don't need no hotel room or bed
Give me head, suck my brain, and watch it shoot out lyrics
Into your ears, makin' you pregnant with EightBall's spirit
If you take a look inside my mind
Within' you'll find my baby
Love so high, I'm blessed by God
I pray that'll you'll always stay
My first love
My first love
If you take a look inside my mind
Within' you'll find my baby
Love so high, I'm blessed by God
I pray that'll you'll always stay
My first love
My first love

(8ball)
 
Angels seem to meet confusion by war.
Both sides praying for protection,
yet someone always gets hurt.
Someone dies.
Someone cries so deep
they lose their watery state.
Angels must be confused by war.
Who can they help?Who can they clarify?
Whose mercy do they cast to the merciless?
No modest scream can be heard.
No stainless pain can be felt.
All is clear to angels except in war.
When I awoke to this truth
it was from a dream I had last night.
I saw two angels conversing in a field
of children's spirits rising like silver smoke so clear.
The angels were fighting among themselves
about which side was right and which was wrong
they couldnt tell.
Who started the conflict?
Suddenly, the angels stilled themselves
like a stalled pendulum,
and they shed their compassion
to the rising smoke
of souls who bore the watermark of war.
They turned to me with those eyes
from God's library, and all the pieces fallen
were raised in unison, coupled like the breath
of flames in a holy furnace eternally burnin'.
Nothing in war comes to destruction,
but the illusion of separateness.
I heard this spoken so clearly I could only
write it down like a forged signature.
I remember the compassion,
mountainous, proportioned for the universe
forever lastin'.
I think a tiny fleck still sticks to me
like gossamer threads from a spider's web.
And now, when I think of war,
I flick these threads to the entire universe,
hoping they stick on others
as they did me.
Knitting angels and animals
to the filamental grace of compassion.
The reticulum of our skyward home, I'm comin.
 
Lost in my own mind
To be the boss
Reflectin' thoughts, feelin' lost
Got me high, watchin time fly.
Spirituality
Makes me think I want to leave
Suicidal mentality
Comin' back more complete
but in this world im cut back to peices
what would happen if the world just ceased
stopped freeze
looked in the mirror and seen its own defeat
Livin for nothin and dyin for somethin is how i see it. heh
Perfectin in this world is nothin but a dream
Cant bring peace without a mass change made seen
when enough people in the world feel enough pain
& cant be
The will of violence will break the steel chains
& make us free
Fighting enemy we call friend, so slick and quick
like the wind
Not realizing we truly helpless, its so normal to live in sin
got me with a feelin with nothing to believe in
But we must have hope
Quoting the reverend from the Pope
But refuse to turn the other cheek
We must defeat the evil culprit
Lace me with words of destruction and I'll explode
But supply me with the will to survive and watch the world grow
This ain't 'bout talkin 'bout problems, I'll bring solutions
Wheres the restitution
Stipulated through the Constitution
You violated now I'm back to haunt your nights
Listen to the screams of the lives you sacrificed.
Now picture a world where our souls wont be reduced in size
where livin in harmony with each other
and nature combined our spirits can rise
a place we wont have to worry live tru to our our lives
cuz we always gonna be happy no stress and sincere smiles
no pain and sufferin, no guns and vests, we meet our own demise
with a sense of peace that will survive past time.
But we fragmented tho our souls still shine
got two minds one bad one good
and I'm the watcher deciding which to choose
depending on wat the world made me
I act or re-act on my own personal views
Can lose my balance in certain situations
Creatin the opportunity to be viscious
or relinquish my wishes and play nice
But fuck it, dont they say an eye for an eye
its a cruel place is it all worth to save?
dont like it? here take the .9 and see if your truly alive.
The only promise we have is a chance to sleep in our grave
can we be saved before then, not a question
of how our lives is constantly at stake
no need to rush we'll meet our demise in due time
hopefully in death I'll find a better place
We livin a cylce of ups and downs
Go arounds, duck down when it come back around
Life seems so round but without a center to ground
We floatin around so seperate with words so meaningless
we listen but we aint hearin' the Whole sound.
They say luv is eternal warmth like the sun
but the bright light got us blind, cant see ourselves shine.
Its more like lava in our own time u ready for the burn
cuz here luv will only get you deeply hurt.
What is it truly worth?
We have to learn to adapt to our world or migh as well be dirt.
Like they say nice guys finish last, cant be last
The bad always remembered over the good
cuz it leaves our minds shook
leavin its own scar...
that heals but spreads like disease
turnin bones, our eternal structure left weak
left us crippled has humanity truly gon' far...?
after all these centuries only thing seemin advacin is our technology,
how to distribute currency, & how to keep in line society.
And we praise ourselves for these and to me its truly funny
not seeing the big picture, from inside we eternally bleed.
Life is one big Irony
wat most think livin good is but a attatchment to worldy needs
not knowing it seperates us from our own spiritual deeds
like a sunshine engulfed by clouds so dark and deep
thats been there so long we accept it, turnin it to dark beauty
just to feel more comfortable not knowing this doesnt have to be.
Causin my own pains in a world that creates those opportunities.
Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray
and thank the lord for givin me another fruitful day
I want to be a peaceful man, but still
when they foes come for me, all i can see is gettin' em killed
For real, its how I feel
Perfect my thoughts flowing on these reels
Make my enemies deal with my steel, they caps peel
See
I was raised by thugs, schooled by killers
learned my mathematic skills from real drug dealers
Tried to rise but they tried me
I guess we all had to die cuz we tried peace. heh
I'll die on these streets, blastin till im recognized
Still do or die, remaining so high seein with dead eyes
lookin thru you like I see ur life reflected in ur own lies.

im out gotta go, i'll finish this later
I think u should ask...

When emotion takes control
ask if its worth the troublin turbulence
that you'll sow,
then predict the consequence
and are you prepared to reap
and pay back wat you owe.
 
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Not guilty on the grounds of insanity it was them or me
Bustin at my innocent family, say they lookin for ki's
I was home alone, blind 2 the prelude
Bust in, talkin bout, "Where is the quaaludes?"
What you say fool?
Where in the hell is the search warrant?
No feedback is what he uttered, before he screamed "Nigga motherfucker"
Dropped me 2 my knees I proceed to bleed
Sufferin a rain of blows 2 my hands and knees
Will I survive, is God watchin?
I grab his gat and bust in self-defense, my only option, God damn
Now they got me goin to the county jail
And my family can't pay this outrageous bail
Try 2 offer me a deal, they told me if I squeal
move me, and my people, to a mansion in Brazil
Not me, so this is how it ends, no friends
I'll be stressed and they just, reposessed my Benz
Told the judge it was self-defense, he won't listen
So I'm bumpin this in federal prison,
givin everything I owe
Them bitches is foul, take a look at the evening news
You'll see a nigga gettin cuffed by the boys in blue
Is it a, frame up, tryin to keep me out the game, stuck
These muthafuckas tryin 2 dirty up my name, but
I'm slippin quick as the wind,it's me or them
Fuck friends my foes be on a mission tryin 2 do me in
Fuck 'em I'm bout 2 get out, they all soft
I blow up like a gauge, and in a rage blow they balls off
Why are you niggaz tryin to test me trick?
And be the first ones 2 snitch 2 arrest me bitch
Main thang was to make a nigga meal ticket
Only if you with the real, the nigga will kick it
I'll enforce it with the steel use the lessons that I learned in jail
Rule one: fuck a busta he can burn in Hell
Network with connects that I got in the pen
In no time I'll be clockin again
Tho still sittin in my cell as I dwell on my past
Tryin to figure how a nigga can turn dreams into cash
Quick call her collect, ain't no respect on the other side
My cellmate's suicidal cause his mother died
And my C.O. is a lady, and I'm thinkin maybe
me and her can hook up a scheme, to be Swayze
Cause she keep on callin me baby,
2 a young muthafucka facin eighty,
that's enough to make you crazy
Now how long will it take, to get her hooked
Got her watchin me liftin weights, sneakin looks
I devised a plan, I'm in the trunk while she drives the van
Ain't no disguise I'ma die as a man
If we make it then I'm takin it to Hell
All them niggaz that was frontin while I sat up in the cell
Locked in jail, I couldn't touch her so I planned your misery
The nigga you don't wanna see
Stuck in my cell the pen ain't nuttin like the county jail
When will they let me bail?
Walkin through the yard, I pray to God
First nigga disrespect me first nigga gettin scarred
I'm back on the scene I'm hittin green in the back of a
limousine, puffin on weed as we game on the drunk hoes
Hit the skunk, I reminisce just on the way we used to play, you punk hoes
What I posess is to be rich, in currency
Paranoid niggaz like bitches when they come and see me
Laid out, played out, the nigga barely breathin
As for that bullshit punk, nigga now we even
But I wait, until it's time and try to find a crooked way to profit off this crime
This life of mine.. until I get free
My prophecy is niggaz screamin, as if they bleed in agony
As soon as they popped my gate
I knew these muthafuckas made a mistake....
 
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My shoulders are about to collapse
I'm Breaking down from the weight laid upon my back
we both know This relationship is fallen off track
setback from the loss of melody to our soundtrack
from all the responsibility laid in my hands
loss of love ...... gaining demands
what ever happened to ours plans
To live, to love, to cherish ,To hold each other in our angelic wingspans
To be free, I stand for you and you stand by me
I now stand drained , what I felt before no longer remains
You use me as a maid......Only difference is that I stand unpaid
I cook for you , I clean for you , I pay the bills , I even dream for you
I wish I could of seen the truth
before the best part of my heart became abused
But with all of this coming as a surprise
my anger towards you continues to rise
and the more open my eyes become...the more my heart numbs
feeling symptoms of this devoured love....nothing left but crumbs
and the more I speak my mind, all the more it feels like a waste of time
the more I feel assigned and confined to you
Love combined with frustration leaves me stuck in an awful situation
confrontations increasing , I cant go on like this , I want to leave but yet I resist
These words spoken are providing your last chance......
Please I ask of you , all I ask is that you allow our love to advance!!!!
 
By Request

Not my best, but...


Wake up, wash my face, and I look into the mirror.
And suddenly everything's coming clearer.
Deep in my eyes I see all my old ways
And I start to remember all of the days
That I lied 'cause of pride and I tried
hard to hide all the pain, avoid blame
But I just ain't the same.

See, I'm tired of the games that I played in the day
So I droped all my facades and changed all my ways.
Just because I grew up, learned to stand on my own
Doesn't mean I forgot all the tricks I was shown.
I still know how to wheel, how to deal,
How to lie cheat and steal,
But I won't play that game
'Cause I just ain't the same.

But sometimes I look and that ain't what I see.
It ain't always my past there that's staring at me.
Every once in a while i get a small peek
Of a life that ain't me sinking fast in shit creek.
Went to school, got a job, a wife, kids and new car.
And that days coming fast but its still oh so far.
I got time to get back on top of the right track:
Cut the slack, pull my weight,
Head down south and maybe rate
Just one date with that girl-
Who's quickly becoming the sun of my world.

But now I'm rambling on and losing my flow,
You want to know what's inside Pharrell?
Hell, now you know.



http://sciforums.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=23675
(another shameless plug for the parodies thread)
 
Two Paths

A young man arises,
two paths lie before him.
The one path is bright;
the other is dim.
One path is quite easy,
the other quite hard.
One leads to happiness;
the other leads to god.
A river of people
are all passing him by.
They walk down the bright path,
their eyes set on high.
As he looked down the dark path,
a pair of blue eyes
were staring out at him
seeing through all his lies.
He had once tried to convince
himself of a god,
but the eyes they saw through him
they knew him a fraud.
They enticed him,
they thrilled him.
They drew him on in.
The sought him,
and caught him.
And erased all his sin.
 
Sometimes its like im having a lucid dream, when i stare into the mirror nightmares become realer
a paradox when time just seems to stop, in the silence things become clearer the merciless killer
Has taken me to a world of subconscious self interpretations,deep within my own imagination,
I meet my own judgments that shatters my own reflection,
creating thousands of different faces all saying the rest is a deception,
surfacin equal amounts of unbalanced emotions
creating sensations of it all boiling to a combustable explosion
Shatterd glass so many fakes enough to match the facets of a diamonds molecular station a crystals structural perfection
like my being perfect thru the bodies blueprint and functions yet doubting gods own creation cuz of self corruption base on blind decisions with a touch of emotion, a pandoras box a tru phenomenon.
Pains and misery etched with strength in my face has me with a hard expression,
seeing an exiguous soul trapped alone in the mirror he looks so cold, sad with no compassion
yet staring without ego, but pride,
knowing hes his own equal, fearful but strong to face his own oblivion ,
for reasons of self realizations finding his true side,
bringing lessons thru visions alighting my essence's illumination
Facing a judge voicing unspoken questions, each facet afraid of the answer, the truths explanation
can be my souls salvation & at the same time be my hearts devestation,
Faced with salacious hallucinations that burn my minds eye
cant escape it, learning lessons a prophesized sentence, thru past viloations, life karmas made present
I reap it, accept it, but never weep cuz of it.
Cruel irony, shedding corruptions of actions, thru self destruction
for heart, soul, minds to be whole thru complete synchronization
I'm taken thru heaven and hell both pleasure and pain
building from ruin to be anew like reincarnation
tho judgement will always remain, all I can do is look and see how I've changed
 
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I just found out that SciForums had a poetry slam here yesterday. So I went home and dug through the archives, found some angsty shit from the yesteryears....................so for those of you willing to brave some of it, here goes. But it seems most of you post your ditties here just to see them posted and not really care to read anyone else's.

What's a girl to do? Post anyway:

((( btw - Mephura:"Cut the slack, pull my weight,
Head down south and maybe rate
Just one date with that girl-
Who's quickly becoming the sun of my world. "
Insanity ;)

And so I present rom my plastic hippie days:

Beautiful Bones of Leary (Timothy Leary)

My yellow bus with the blue veins at the side
Rode with me where half the world was gathered
like the gathering of The Tribes
To San Fran's where children held bouquets in their hair
and came on down with wild eyes like blue topaz
to touch the blue veins on my bus.
It was a jellied dream, to think back when
and dream I do in jello to think of those days then.
And I dream of my little bus in a submarine dress
I park it on the Haight-Ashbury to join the lovely people
in burlap
in simple clothes, bare feet and barebreasted, exotic islands in their hair
And I'm given the magic bean
a natural magical bean
not a wrinkled magic, but wholesome, slaps the burgeois grin off your face and makes of you a serious delusionist
I'd bring you with me, like with a straw poke the top of my head and suck you in
where you could see
Max the dalmation, with the spots on his back doing the polka
raining black scarabs from his body
His testicles mega-watermelons with a huge eye of blue topaz
winking at me, for me, with me.

ah, my magic little bean

that with chemical sorcery grabs taste and touch and sound, ties them together
knots them up tight
Into a rainbowed necklace of delicious delirium, that you taste what you hear
and then just as soon the magic therein
of my magical natural bean
curls up a tight menace
winding down to a tight green ball of sugared kiwi and there it swings on my tounge
tasting like television

oh to have been there
born earlier
to have sat with the flowered group, and listened the sweet speech
sat back, whiling my life away in the winds of San Fran, watching intently those beatiful bones of Leary.
 
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