You have a lot of trust in your own perception to believe this. I do not trust my own perceptions. I don't know if what you say is truth or lies, but I don't trust you and I don't trust myself enough to know that I shouldn't trust you.
I won't be deceived anymore by myself as I did in the past.
Once bitten twice shy. Your like a divorce who deep down desires a loving partner above all else but because of the hurt of a past relationship puts a wall up against anyone who would approach seeking to provide for them their deepest desire.
People like you who do trust their own senses are a problem for me because I can't trust them because they are like what I was...convicted/convinced that the truth was truly perceived. So, when you say things with such conviction a red flag goes up because I was there before when I first started this journey on sciforums in 2005.
So basically what your saying is that No One on earth could ever convince you of truth. Anyone who comes to you with a claim of a message from God is suspect and will only cause a "red flag" to appear before you.
Then i must ask. Why do you even bother coming into a religion forum seeking to talk about God with theists when you clearly state that you will not believe anyone who claims to bring a message from God?
Something is screwy here with your logic, your motivations. All i see within you is self conflict between the part that wants to hear the truth and the part that will not accept any truth that you may hear.
Your trapped between a rock and a hard place jayleew.
You are not so different than I was, but of course you will deny it and that is your choice to make.
All i can say is i have been a follower of the Messiah Jesus for near on 20 years now and i have been coming here (and other sites also) for years ( Scirforms at lest 6 years now) i have read every possible objection from athiests and from other theists to the message i give and i have not had my faith/ trust in God shaken at any time. When ones foundations in beliefs are set right no storm can undermine it. But of course if ones faith and trust was based on traditions of the religious and the straw man doctrines they teach. One well placed arsonist can bring it all falling down within a very short space of time.
So the proof of any foundation is measured when it is put to the test. No test subjected to the foundation i am standing on has succeeded in undermining my faith. Standing on the Rock of Jesus is the only place to be.
All Praise The Ancient Of Days