It arouses contentment in me. Perhaps death worshipping just isn't for you redoubtable, or anyone else with your ideals.
I can see how death could be seen as "not good"(unsubstantiated, but possible) but I certainly can't understand how people can see it as bad, unless they believe in a hell of some sort.
Death just sort of intertwines into what I worship, which is everything, even diseases. I have litterally been teary eyed "oprah style" while thinking about diseases. Sars was a champion in my view, the battling underdog fighting for all that is good.....*sniff* I have something in my eye *runs away*