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I a a bit stoned...no not from some psychotrop preperats- I wish I had tat damn salvia...over time I've managed to dive in some kind of a weird state of mind .I'm listening to enigma now...feel relaxed and like in a slumber...anyways I feel that I must say something. something I will tomorrow morning regret I've said.

people who believe in gods, godesess- it's good if it makes their life more beautiful or fullfilling. but many don't understand. they don't understand that they have themselves created these gods. they are in them...no they are not just a plot of imagination- they are real for that person. but if the person forgets and it does, that it itself has created these gods- they turn against it. the person worships iself, prays to itself, donates to itself.kills for itself....but think that it is asked from some deity, when actually it is his subconsciousness that is talking to himself.
he does not what his god/s want, but that what he wants himself...and it is bad, because deep in ourselves we are pervers. who knows what lurks in the dark corners of our mind.



the music I" m listening - it's beautiful, it's passionate, but I may dive into a slumber and never wake from it...always in trance...sometimes and now I long for it. what can be more beautiful...I'd be dead for others, but alive for myself...question is- is it worth it..is it worth to be dead for the rest of the world


why is everyone acting like that...who are you?..and what in the damned hell I'm doing here....is there no other reality...I must be really screwed......know you all- self meditation is bad for the health of others...sorry if I said anything...if I got rid of all the people,- would the world change, do humans understand the life and what's it for...if they do- why are we screwed....I'm typing this on a keyboard, but if I sang, would anybody hear..or would it be just birds, who understand....mind walking is strange...thoughts to thoughts...things you didn't know, but they were you. what else is me...am I that tree?>...I must be it, because I feel it...but I don't feel you....is it the distance or is it just humans,,,are we alien to our own kind..monsters that want to destroy themselves...aliens from from another galaxy, vicious beasts, looking at each other and swallowing our own spit...how can I get away
linkage of thoughts-how long-and where will it lead?...is there a solution for myself..if is, how do I know it won't kill me, but maybe that's the next step...to get away from the beasts......I must retreat....or must I live...retreat from where I came or live and don' t know where I shall come....



if I press "submit" will it change anything...will I feel ashemed next day....maybe I'll increase entropy and thus lead us all a little closer to destruction, or are my thoughts..what are they worth anyway...they talk to me, but I don't understand..human mind.my..what is I telling to myself...tomorrow I shall think that I'm crazy and probab;y delete this post...but why do I want to press the submit button...ssssssssssssssssssssssubmittttttt.......I submit myself for you tearing me apart...animals in us...alien to ourselves...what is beneath or is anything beneath...but I don't carree ......take it, from me, to you, with a thought of madness ....
don't worry - tomorrow I'll be ok, I'll be an animal-just like the rest




Return To Innocence


(Curly M.C.)
.
Ami Chant

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence.
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
.
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
.
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
.
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
.
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
.
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
.
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way
Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.


but I don't believe in destiny, what if there's only entropy.................let's return and push submit.........

Prends moi
Je suis a toi
Mea culpa
 
Well Avatar, you really sound stoned. :) Isn't it a trip... :)

Beautiful written down. You touched the essence, so to say...;)
 
Wow, if that's what being stoned is like, I want to try! :D

But again, that was really cool, Avatar. :) Human made gods depend on faith to exist, and once no one believes in them, they disappear. Like in Terry Pratchett's book "Small Gods".

I expect this "self-made god" thought stems from the fact that humans, in the end, are only interested in themselves. No matter what we say, the subconscious thought that "I am Better. My Survival is Key. I rank First." is always there to compel us. No one can ever be truly humble; not one of us is perfect. And this is what drives us to survive and live. I suppose that we all feel the urge to find the meaning of life, because without one, we'd be empty and hollow. There has to be a better purpose for us than to eat, sleep and create offspring without leaving a dent on the Earth. Therefore, we have created a universal religion: the Religion of I. This religion serves to fulfill our need to be something/someone, and it is dictated by the High Priest/Priestess: Yourself. You are the lonely ruler of yourself, preaching from the mountaintop of your brain, and the rest of you does its bidding without question. And now, I will stop talking, because this makes absolutely no sense, and I'll have to take an insanity test now. Thank you, bye bye.

*walks into the local insane asylum and signs up*
:eek:

Ok, I'm good. Enigma, eh? They're awesome, I heard their song "The Eyes of Truth" off the Matrix S/T. It was remixed with the RATM song though, so I didn't hear the entire thing. :)
 
thanx if you think I made some sense.
I think I wasn't too bad also:D

If you want to listen to Enigma, I would suggest the
"Le Roi est Mort, Vive le Roi" album. It's the best.
 
yes. but it is not translated on the cover.
the album's name is in french
 
[[[[[[[[Crap Will Be Tolerated]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

Where were you when my thread was destroyed. This enormous
amount of foolosophy could have provided me with a months worth of troll fodder. Nice-beautiful even....:cool:
 
Originally posted by Avatar
I a a bit stoned...no not from some psychotrop preperats- I wish I had tat damn salvia...over time I've managed to dive in some kind of a weird state of mind .I'm listening to enigma now...feel relaxed and like in a slumber...anyways I feel that I must say something. something I will tomorrow morning regret I've said.

people who believe in gods, godesess- it's good if it makes their life more beautiful or fullfilling. but many don't understand. they don't understand that they have themselves created these gods. they are in them...no they are not just a plot of imagination- they are real for that person. but if the person forgets and it does, that it itself has created these gods- they turn against it. the person worships iself, prays to itself, donates to itself.kills for itself....but think that it is asked from some deity, when actually it is his subconsciousness that is talking to himself.
he does not what his god/s want, but that what he wants himself...and it is bad, because deep in ourselves we are pervers. who knows what lurks in the dark corners of our mind.



the music I" m listening - it's beautiful, it's passionate, but I may dive into a slumber and never wake from it...always in trance...sometimes and now I long for it. what can be more beautiful...I'd be dead for others, but alive for myself...question is- is it worth it..is it worth to be dead for the rest of the world


why is everyone acting like that...who are you?..and what in the damned hell I'm doing here....is there no other reality...I must be really screwed......know you all- self meditation is bad for the health of others...sorry if I said anything...if I got rid of all the people,- would the world change, do humans understand the life and what's it for...if they do- why are we screwed....I'm typing this on a keyboard, but if I sang, would anybody hear..or would it be just birds, who understand....mind walking is strange...thoughts to thoughts...things you didn't know, but they were you. what else is me...am I that tree?>...I must be it, because I feel it...but I don't feel you....is it the distance or is it just humans,,,are we alien to our own kind..monsters that want to destroy themselves...aliens from from another galaxy, vicious beasts, looking at each other and swallowing our own spit...how can I get away
linkage of thoughts-how long-and where will it lead?...is there a solution for myself..if is, how do I know it won't kill me, but maybe that's the next step...to get away from the beasts......I must retreat....or must I live...retreat from where I came or live and don' t know where I shall come....



if I press "submit" will it change anything...will I feel ashemed next day....maybe I'll increase entropy and thus lead us all a little closer to destruction, or are my thoughts..what are they worth anyway...they talk to me, but I don't understand..human mind.my..what is I telling to myself...tomorrow I shall think that I'm crazy and probab;y delete this post...but why do I want to press the submit button...ssssssssssssssssssssssubmittttttt.......I submit myself for you tearing me apart...animals in us...alien to ourselves...what is beneath or is anything beneath...but I don't carree ......take it, from me, to you, with a thought of madness ....
don't worry - tomorrow I'll be ok, I'll be an animal-just like the rest




Return To Innocence


(Curly M.C.)
.
Ami Chant

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence.
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
.
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
.
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
.
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
.
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
.
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
.
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way
Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.


but I don't believe in destiny, what if there's only entropy.................let's return and push submit.........

Prends moi
Je suis a toi
Mea culpa
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<font color="orange">See & Seek the truth, Avatar. Always seek the truth.</font color> Blesses in your quest for truth, old friend.
 
Jan,
Humans made God eh!
Do you have any proof of this?
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Yes- you're a living proof

nroweatherman,
Where were you when my thread was destroyed. This enormous
amount of foolosophy could have provided me with a months worth of troll fodder
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I don't think that foolosophy is the right name. It is phylosophy- my phylospphy and it is no crap.
And I have little care what you think about it.
And mind that these are Free Thoughts - what I posted is pure free thoughts.

HOWARDSTERN,
See & Seek the truth, Avatar. Always seek the truth. Blesses in your quest for truth, old friend.
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The Only Universal Truth Is That There Is No Universal Truth- all is relative.

seking some mistic truth isn't in my option list
 
Originally posted by Avatar
nroweatherman,
I don't think that foolosophy is the right name. It is phylosophy- my phylospphy and it is no crap.
And I have little care what you think about it.
And mind that these are Free Thoughts - what I posted is pure free thoughts.
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My stuff is foolosophy & crap. Yes, pardon me if you failed to grasp that. your stuff is free thought - good free thoughts at that.:)
 
Avatar

Don't get me wrong, but it always seems everytime I read one of your posts you are either listening to Enigma or referring to them. The make good music, but why the obsession?
 
sorry, you've become a victim:D
I always listen to Enigma at nights and most of my time I am at sciforums at nights.
For instance now I'm listening to Rammstein and it is 11AM.

no obsession - just like it.
I'll be more careful next time I'm listening to Enigma:)

[Rammstein - Engel (Extended German Version)]
 
One of my friends is obsessed with Rammstein. I used to like them before I saw what they did on the family values tour. *shutters*
 
Originally posted by Avatar
I don't care about the people, as long as their music is great.
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I'm the same way except all I see is what they did when I hear the music.
 
I a a bit stoned...no not from some psychotrop preperats- I wish I had tat damn salvia...over time I've managed to dive in some kind of a weird state of mind .I'm listening to enigma now...feel relaxed and like in a slumber...anyways I feel that I must say something. something I will tomorrow morning regret I've said.

people who believe in gods, godesess- it's good if it makes their life more beautiful or fullfilling. but many don't understand. they don't understand that they have themselves created these gods. they are in them...no they are not just a plot of imagination- they are real for that person. but if the person forgets and it does, that it itself has created these gods- they turn against it. the person worships iself, prays to itself, donates to itself.kills for itself....but think that it is asked from some deity, when actually it is his subconsciousness that is talking to himself.
he does not what his god/s want, but that what he wants himself...and it is bad, because deep in ourselves we are pervers. who knows what lurks in the dark corners of our mind.



the music I" m listening - it's beautiful, it's passionate, but I may dive into a slumber and never wake from it...always in trance...sometimes and now I long for it. what can be more beautiful...I'd be dead for others, but alive for myself...question is- is it worth it..is it worth to be dead for the rest of the world


why is everyone acting like that...who are you?..and what in the damned hell I'm doing here....is there no other reality...I must be really screwed......know you all- self meditation is bad for the health of others...sorry if I said anything...if I got rid of all the people,- would the world change, do humans understand the life and what's it for...if they do- why are we screwed....I'm typing this on a keyboard, but if I sang, would anybody hear..or would it be just birds, who understand....mind walking is strange...thoughts to thoughts...things you didn't know, but they were you. what else is me...am I that tree?>...I must be it, because I feel it...but I don't feel you....is it the distance or is it just humans,,,are we alien to our own kind..monsters that want to destroy themselves...aliens from from another galaxy, vicious beasts, looking at each other and swallowing our own spit...how can I get away
linkage of thoughts-how long-and where will it lead?...is there a solution for myself..if is, how do I know it won't kill me, but maybe that's the next step...to get away from the beasts......I must retreat....or must I live...retreat from where I came or live and don' t know where I shall come....



if I press "submit" will it change anything...will I feel ashemed next day....maybe I'll increase entropy and thus lead us all a little closer to destruction, or are my thoughts..what are they worth anyway...they talk to me, but I don't understand..human mind.my..what is I telling to myself...tomorrow I shall think that I'm crazy and probab;y delete this post...but why do I want to press the submit button...ssssssssssssssssssssssubmittttttt.......I submit myself for you tearing me apart...animals in us...alien to ourselves...what is beneath or is anything beneath...but I don't carree ......take it, from me, to you, with a thought of madness ....
don't worry - tomorrow I'll be ok, I'll be an animal-just like the rest
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First thought-----*ponders* *ponders a bit more* P-O-E-M..... wow..... amazing what a little marajuana (Wheres the licking lips smiley???) will do.... secrets from deep within avatar.
 
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