When we tried to clarify what you're doing, you weren't clear.
You're not a university. You claim to have 'picked up' degree level physics while doing music, psychology and design, yet you haven't done the prerequisite courses in either physics or maths.
The course you are on now, what qualification do you get at the end of it?
You claim to be doing relativity, in your 1st year, and not just "Work out $$\gamma$$ for v=0.5" but hardcore black holes stuff Cambridge students don't do until their 4th year. Hence why I'm calling you a liar.
You claimed there is stuff in your 1st year that I wouldn't have done. But you never could say what it was.
You claim to be doing quantum mechanics but you're rusty at algebra like expanding out (a+b)(c+d)?! It's like saying "I'm doing an English degree but I'm a bit rusty on the alphabet".
So come on, what qualifications do you have in the sciences and maths and what qualifications do you get from your current courses. Also, right now, what are you doing in physics and maths class? What are the names of the textbooks used in your courses?
Is that too much for you to reply to?