AndersHermansson
Registered Senior Member
For some time I've been feeling intensily afraid dreaming. It sort of coalesced into this intense dream. I'm lying inside a tent and I'm very afraid. The tent is tore down and it wants to implode on me. I try to relax and let it implode but the more i relax the more afraid I become and this heat starts building up in my solar plexus. I put some distance between me and the feelings so the tent starts to inflate again and I'm feeling less afraid, only, I realize that separating myself from my feelings won't really get me anywhere so I start relaxing again. The tent starts to collapse again and it's getting really tight and it feels like if I relax completely I will implode into nothing. I still try to relax a bit more but my solar plexus is growing really hot. It gets to the point where it feels like a liquid spear of fire is trying bore its way straight through my solar plexus, it also starts feeling wet like I'm starting to bleed internally. I didn't dare to continue. When I woke up my solar plexus was warm and tender, not in an aching sort of way but rather numb. I also felt sort of refreshed actually.