Hey all, im new to this forum, and i find it really interesting, and i thought maybe this was the right place to post about things that have been troubeling me lately...
Well... the thing is, in most of my dreams , im almost always realizing the fact that im dreaming, and i usually have full control of my dreams... just by a glimpse of a thought, it would occur directly in my dream...
and when i dont have control of my dreams, the dream usually starts off in my room , where i can see myself sleeping and yet for some reason i dont realize that im dreaming... and if i try to wake myself up ( i do that by looking to my right and left continiously very fast )i do wake up, but i get in a paralyzed state , and i have to struggle for around 10 minutes to get out of it... and if i dont try to wake myself up , eventually blood starts dripping from the walls, and every other bedroom has bones and blood all around, everyone in my family is dead too, except myself ofcourse, infact if i go back to my room , im awake, and the other me starts to stare at me, and starts smiling....
this disturbing dream used to happen to me around 4-5 times a month starting the beginning of 2005, but the past 2 months it has been happening to me around 2-3 times a week, and i really dont know what to do about it... i thought maybe i was a little tired and i needed to sleep more at first... but that didnt help at all :\, infact i started staying up all night, and sleeping when the sun is up, and things started to get better....
If you think that this has to do with some "Spirit" / "Ghost" please tell me about it, because i have also experienced a black figure that was also the shape of my mother, walking into my room , as i was in a paralyzed state, i tried saying "wake me up" ( thinking it was my mom) it tried to turn on the light, it couldnt find the switch and it just left... everyone in my family except my dad experienced very similiar events in that same week while sleeping ( mother / bro n sis )
Please help me out, tell me wether im just becoming insane.... or is there something i cannot see that is bothering me in my room....(wich i doubt)
Thanks
- Sam
Well... the thing is, in most of my dreams , im almost always realizing the fact that im dreaming, and i usually have full control of my dreams... just by a glimpse of a thought, it would occur directly in my dream...
and when i dont have control of my dreams, the dream usually starts off in my room , where i can see myself sleeping and yet for some reason i dont realize that im dreaming... and if i try to wake myself up ( i do that by looking to my right and left continiously very fast )i do wake up, but i get in a paralyzed state , and i have to struggle for around 10 minutes to get out of it... and if i dont try to wake myself up , eventually blood starts dripping from the walls, and every other bedroom has bones and blood all around, everyone in my family is dead too, except myself ofcourse, infact if i go back to my room , im awake, and the other me starts to stare at me, and starts smiling....
this disturbing dream used to happen to me around 4-5 times a month starting the beginning of 2005, but the past 2 months it has been happening to me around 2-3 times a week, and i really dont know what to do about it... i thought maybe i was a little tired and i needed to sleep more at first... but that didnt help at all :\, infact i started staying up all night, and sleeping when the sun is up, and things started to get better....
If you think that this has to do with some "Spirit" / "Ghost" please tell me about it, because i have also experienced a black figure that was also the shape of my mother, walking into my room , as i was in a paralyzed state, i tried saying "wake me up" ( thinking it was my mom) it tried to turn on the light, it couldnt find the switch and it just left... everyone in my family except my dad experienced very similiar events in that same week while sleeping ( mother / bro n sis )
Please help me out, tell me wether im just becoming insane.... or is there something i cannot see that is bothering me in my room....(wich i doubt)
Thanks
- Sam