I moved back into my family home about 3 mos ago. To give you some background, the house is over 100 years old and when I was in my teens, I experienced multiple instances of sleep paralysis, horrible lucid dreams, and dream "visits" from things that make me shudder.
Here's my problem. Since moving back, I've experienced escalating nightmares - more recently (in the last two weeks) dreams that are extremely violating in nature. There have been numerous instances where I feel like something is gripping my heart and it is very painful (this is also while in a semi-conscious state). I have also experienced a serious decline in energy and health. More seriously, I am experiencing extreme changes in my reproductive cycle which started almost as soon as I moved in. In general, I feel listless and as if I'm in a fugue-like state all the time.
I don't know if this is an energy change, a psychic attack, or the house... I'm hoping someone out there can help me to protect myself and those who dwell here. I'm pretty desperate and can use any help from the community to shed some light on what may be happening and how to go about dealing with it.
Many thanks for your help and time.
Here's my problem. Since moving back, I've experienced escalating nightmares - more recently (in the last two weeks) dreams that are extremely violating in nature. There have been numerous instances where I feel like something is gripping my heart and it is very painful (this is also while in a semi-conscious state). I have also experienced a serious decline in energy and health. More seriously, I am experiencing extreme changes in my reproductive cycle which started almost as soon as I moved in. In general, I feel listless and as if I'm in a fugue-like state all the time.
I don't know if this is an energy change, a psychic attack, or the house... I'm hoping someone out there can help me to protect myself and those who dwell here. I'm pretty desperate and can use any help from the community to shed some light on what may be happening and how to go about dealing with it.
Many thanks for your help and time.