Achieving this is a goal of mine.
paradoxically, and/or unfortunately, making it a goal seems to put it ever further from my reach!
No it doesn't, Gautama Buddha talks about this in the pali canons (if only people would read this for once), Venerable Ananda gives an example of how you can have the desire to go the park, and upon reaching the park the desire is ended, but Gautama Buddha himself says it doesn't matter if you have the desire or not, it matters more on right speech, right view, etc.....its really great to read the pali canons if you are at all interested in Therveda Buddhism or Traditional Buddhism, I suggest
http://www.accesstoinsight.org
The specific Suttas (Sutras):
http://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/sn/sn51/sn51.015.than.html
http://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/mn/mn.126.than.html
Gautama Buddha interestingly says:
"Suppose a man in need of fire, looking for fire, wandering in search of fire, would take a fire stick and rub it into a wet, sappy piece of wood. If he were to take a fire stick and rub it into a wet, sappy piece of wood even when having made a wish [for results]... having made no wish... both having made a wish and having made no wish... neither having made a wish nor having made no wish, he would be incapable of obtaining results. Why is that? Because it is an inappropriate way of obtaining results
In the same way, any priests or contemplatives endowed with wrong view, wrong resolve, wrong speech, wrong action, wrong livelihood, wrong effort, wrong mindfulness, & wrong concentration: If they follow the holy life even when having made a wish [for results]... having made no wish... both having made a wish and having made no wish... neither having made a wish nor having made no wish, they are incapable of obtaining results. Why is that? Because it is an inappropriate way of obtaining results.
But as for any priests or contemplatives endowed with right view, right resolve, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right mindfulness, & right concentration: If they follow the holy life even when having made a wish, they are capable of obtaining results. If they follow the holy life even when having made no wish, they are capable of obtaining results. If they follow the holy life even when both having made a wish and having made no wish, they are capable of obtaining results. If they follow the holy life even when neither having made a wish nor having made no wish, they are capable of obtaining results. Why is that? Because it is an appropriate way of obtaining results.
Suppose a man in need of oil, looking for oil, wandering in search of oil, would pile sesame seeds in a tub and press them, sprinkling them again & again with water. If he were to pile sesame seeds in a tub and press them, sprinkling them again & again with water, even when having made a wish [for results]... having made no wish... both having made a wish and having made no wish... neither having made a wish nor having made no wish, he would be capable of obtaining results. Why is that? Because it is an appropriate way of obtaining results" (Bhumija Sutta)