coke is not physically addictive.
you can do coke for years and one day stop and you won't feel physical withdrawal except irritability for a coupla days.
it is however very mentally addictive
especially if you're doing it and you're on a roll, you can't stop.
it may be cheaper than H per gram but you end up spending way more money on it per night.
once i was stoned and did a line... i was planning to keep my half gram of coke for 2-3 days. but it lasted for about 45 minutes.
thing is the high is so damn short you want to keep feeling it so you do more.
H on the other hand, you buy 0.25 gram (or even less if the dealer cheats you, which he most likely do because he knows you won't go and scale it but shoot it right away cause you're an addict) and it lasts you for a day if you wanna be high the whole day, or even 2-3 days if you do a little bit each day.
somebody said the first line of coke will be your best
wrong
my first line was pretty boring. i actually thought the dealer gave me baking soda... but the next day when i was stoned and did it, it felt pretty damn good
anyway
i'm not doing any drugs now.. only a very rare toke here and there
been there, done that... it's a pretty dangerous world
it's not just about what it can do to you physically and mentally... it's the whole scene of shady characters and the whole nature of drug dealers
the harder the drug, the more chances you have of getting shot or robbed or who knows what.
then there are the ppl who you chill with when you're high... your coke buddies, who are drug fiends just like you - they will hesitate not even for a second to cheat you out of your dose or borrow money, but "just until the next paycheck, i promise!"
i have 3 people that owe me in total about $1100
and then there are cops, and society's view on a "druggy", the difficulty of getting certain jobs with a criminal record (or with a damaged brain)
naaa.. drugs are not for me..
that is, until i need a really nice escape and i can't handle reality
ppl say "drugs are not an escape" and i say "fuck you" lol
haven't found anything so bad to be upset about, but in extreme situations i'd probably do something
as far as hallucinations go, E is the best (haven't tried acid yet)
things that look as real as my hand just pop out of nowhere and start spinning or changing color. really entertaining..
but E gives you depression and long-term brain damage
the entertainment does not come without a price
keep that in mind, Roman