I think I have problem

[whevr]

Hi, I'm from germany and barely 15 years old.
Yeah I know this is not the introduction folder but I kinda think it's appropriate right here. Might also be an excuse for my poor english writing skills. Hehe.

First of all I want to say that this thread is mostly about me. I think it's coming to mind when reading the title. Well anyway my Problem is that I have the feeling there is something wrong with me. Well due the fact that my IQ is about kinda 5000 and I am still just normal skilled I feel that I might am some kind of unhappy with everything. Well, I laugh some times but my general oppinion is that I don't like humans for some reason. Well I also don't like everything else but the most of the other things does not expect any kind of interaction on my part.

You might wonder why I've chosen this forum and no one that is speaking my native language. Well the simple reason is that there is no forum that might be able to help me. Trust me I talked a lot with these guys but they kinda seem just to see the little boy who wants to prove something and wants to have acceptation and love. They said my "intelligent appearance" is just to hide my real person. Well it might be right in some case but they never thought of the possibilty I could have problems with doint a thing like stop acting the way I am to find what I really am or looking deep inside me to see and accept whatever I see. Well they said I'd have to commit to either love or intelligence and I really don't want and believe that. Also might be right but I don't wanna dugde. I think my problem is deeper and simpler as well but we kinda forget about it. But I can't really define it. Well let me give you an example: I don't understand any kind of adjective because I have no absolute match for it. What's good if we don't know whats bad and vice versa. I know thats kinda preposterous but it shows a little but of what I ment.

I really don't want any kind of psychological playground on top of me but I guess my problem is about to build some bigger problems even after puberty.
Well, also the motivation to go here is that I want to start studying science stuff. Lets just call it that way because I'm not totally sure about the field. I thought of neurosciences because I want to put my brain into any Hardware that makes my thinking faster in order to think about what I want in my life. Which woulda be everything because I'd have no real limitation in lifetime. Hey theres another problem of mine. I don't know what I want. I can't choose between something trivial like..well I don't even am able to choose the example. But i guess there has to be something wrong in this theory because I wrote this thread and I'm obviously still alive.

I'm still hoping to find someone in this world who is like me. Well I even didn't find someone who just simply can understand me thats why I thought of amplify my research.
But I'm probably not here to search for this person. I guess I'm just here to search for a solution to my "unhappyness". Well I am no fan of drugs thats why this opportunity kinda drops out.

Bottom line I want to know what the heck is going on with this world and with me and wheather i can change it or me the way I won't be "unhappy" anymore.

 

[Dywyddyr]

Well, I laugh some times but my general oppinion is that I don't like humans for some reason. Well I also don't like everything else but the most of the other things does not expect any kind of interaction on my part.

That makes sense.

Trust me I talked a lot with these guys but they kinda seem just to see the little boy who wants to prove something and wants to have acceptation and love.

Which guys?
Do you think you have to prove anything? At 15?

They said my "intelligent appearance" is just to hide my real person.

Sounds like a particularly dumb remark. Ignore it.

Well they said I'd have to commit to either love or intelligence and I really don't want and believe that.

Pfft, even if it does come come down to that you've already GOT intelligence (according to you ) love happens by accident and isn't guaranteed. How can there be a "choice" between them?

What's good if we don't know whats bad and vice versa.

If you're smart why can't you decide?

Hey theres another problem of mine. I don't know what I want.

Er,

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your Life.
The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't.

Baz Luhrmann, Sunscreen.
Why should you choose now? Why should you choose at all?
Like you said:

no real limitation in lifetime

Choose what you enjoy (that way you'll be good at it). Diversify. Don't limit yourself. Try everything.

 

[GeoffP]

And join the "5000 IQ Club" with me and Dwy.

 

[whevr]

"If you're smart why can't you decide?"
Who said I'm smart? I said I am normal skilled. And for some reason I just can't define an adjective without any opposite match for it.

"Which guys?
Do you think you have to prove anything? At 15?" Well I seriously don't know much about me. It might be right who knows. But I can't see why my age should be distractive to that thought.

"Try everything." I'm not limiting myself. My lifetime is.

Well my problem about what I want is more a question about what I do. Not solving it would probably make me do nothing. Bad or good..I still can't decide. I like the idea of "nothing" but I can't accomplish that with just doing nothing. I'd have to erase the universe and everything that might be behind it. And by the way also myself. What I sometimes prefer doing first.

I know this would end in a discussion but i guess that won't lead us/me to any solution at all because the most of topics here are just based on everyones own interpretation.
Thats why I suggest not to discuss what I say whether its right or wrong in your opinion.

@GeoffP Yeah well sorry acctually my IQ is 50000 and I missed one 0. Probably wouldn't challenge me to be with 5000 IQs.

 

[GeoffP]

I'm easily ten times as awed as before.

 

[Dywyddyr]

"If you're smart why can't you decide?"
Who said I'm smart?

You did:

Well due the fact that my IQ is about kinda 5000

But I can't see why my age should be distractive to that thought.

Nobody in their right mind expects a 15 year to have anything to prove.

I'm not limiting myself. My lifetime is.

So now you ARE limiting yourself.
Just get on with it.

Well my problem about what I want is more a question about what I do. Not solving it would probably make me do nothing. Bad or good..I still can't decide. I like the idea of "nothing" but I can't accomplish that with just doing nothing.

Not making a decision has the same effect as making a decision to not do something.

@GeoffP Yeah well sorry acctually my IQ is 50000 and I missed one 0. Probably wouldn't challenge me to be with 5000 IQs.

Riiight.

 

[spidergoat]

Probably Asperger's Syndrome. It's a form of autism, but commonly with above average intelligence, and a very literal mind. Social problems can appear around puberty when the social structure becomes more complex.

I could be wrong, but it's the most obvious thing to rule out.

 

[whevr]

Sorry i can't see how this is not discussing.
Well just for fun and because I have the urge to be right.

I didn't say I'm smart. I just told you my IQ. IQ != being smart.

Well I am limiting myself and also I am responsable for my problems because I'm a human and problems wouldn't exist without humans but I guess this thinking does not lead anywhere usefull.

"Not making a decision has the same effect as making a decision to not do something." Thats basically what I said oO isn't it?

"Riiight." ..Right..Don't believe me?

Well again I want to make you aware that a discussion won't lead us/me anywhere. It would be more helpfull if we'd work together on this problem. Well if you feel any need to help me.

 

[whevr]

@spidergoat Well in my language I have nice social skills. From my point of view ofc. but I also think it could be some kind of autism. Well my outer appearance is totally normal and I can handle all things in my life but in my inner I am disturbed and kinda broken. I guess.

EDIT: Well I red it completly and I just can find myself barely in this paper. Well there are some things like formal language and factual information I like to collect but I have lots of interst and I am changing the topic I am studying about kinda weekly. (euphemism)

 

[Dywyddyr]

I didn't say I'm smart. I just told you my IQ. IQ != being smart.

Really?
Intelligence is nothing to do with being smart?

smart (smärt)
adj. smart·er, smart·est
1.
a. Characterized by sharp quick thought; bright.

http://www.thefreedictionary.com/smart

Well I am limiting myself and also I am responsable for my problems because I'm a human and problems wouldn't exist without humans but I guess this thinking does not lead anywhere usefull.

So ignore the limitations and just get on with it.

"Not making a decision has the same effect as making a decision to not do something." Thats basically what I said oO isn't it?

Nearly.

"Riiight." ..Right..Don't believe me?

IQ scales only go up to ~200.
I think 50,000 (or even 5,000) is a slight exaggeration.

Well again I want to make you aware that a discussion won't lead us/me anywhere. It would be more helpfull if we'd work together on this problem. Well if you feel any need to help me.

Hmm, and a discussion isn't "working together"?
Not that high an IQ then...

dis·cus·sion
   [dih-skuhsh-uhn] Show IPA
noun
an act or instance of discussing; consideration or examination by argument, comment, etc., especially to explore solutions; informal debate.

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/discussion

 

[spidergoat]

@spidergoat Well in my language I have nice social skills. From my point of view ofc. but I also think it could be some kind of autism. Well my outer appearance is totally normal and I can handle all things in my life but in my inner I am disturbed and kinda broken. I guess.

How is your love life?

 

[Pincho Paxton]

Hi, I'm from germany and barely 15 years old.
Yeah I know this is not the introduction folder but I kinda think it's appropriate right here. Might also be an excuse for my poor english writing skills. Hehe.

First of all I want to say that this thread is mostly about me. I think it's coming to mind when reading the title. Well anyway my Problem is that I have the feeling there is something wrong with me. Well due the fact that my IQ is about kinda 5000 and I am still just normal skilled I feel that I might am some kind of unhappy with everything. Well, I laugh some times but my general oppinion is that I don't like humans for some reason. Well I also don't like everything else but the most of the other things does not expect any kind of interaction on my part.

You might wonder why I've chosen this forum and no one that is speaking my native language. Well the simple reason is that there is no forum that might be able to help me. Trust me I talked a lot with these guys but they kinda seem just to see the little boy who wants to prove something and wants to have acceptation and love. They said my "intelligent appearance" is just to hide my real person. Well it might be right in some case but they never thought of the possibilty I could have problems with doint a thing like stop acting the way I am to find what I really am or looking deep inside me to see and accept whatever I see. Well they said I'd have to commit to either love or intelligence and I really don't want and believe that. Also might be right but I don't wanna dugde. I think my problem is deeper and simpler as well but we kinda forget about it. But I can't really define it. Well let me give you an example: I don't understand any kind of adjective because I have no absolute match for it. What's good if we don't know whats bad and vice versa. I know thats kinda preposterous but it shows a little but of what I ment.

I really don't want any kind of psychological playground on top of me but I guess my problem is about to build some bigger problems even after puberty.
Well, also the motivation to go here is that I want to start studying science stuff. Lets just call it that way because I'm not totally sure about the field. I thought of neurosciences because I want to put my brain into any Hardware that makes my thinking faster in order to think about what I want in my life. Which woulda be everything because I'd have no real limitation in lifetime. Hey theres another problem of mine. I don't know what I want. I can't choose between something trivial like..well I don't even am able to choose the example. But i guess there has to be something wrong in this theory because I wrote this thread and I'm obviously still alive.

I'm still hoping to find someone in this world who is like me. Well I even didn't find someone who just simply can understand me thats why I thought of amplify my research.
But I'm probably not here to search for this person. I guess I'm just here to search for a solution to my "unhappyness". Well I am no fan of drugs thats why this opportunity kinda drops out.

Bottom line I want to know what the heck is going on with this world and with me and wheather i can change it or me the way I won't be "unhappy" anymore.

Hi
Well my IQ seems so far to be unlimited. But I'm sorry, so far I am unable to read you. 15 is a funny age, and pretty random in who you will become. If you keep posting I will soon figure you out, if that's what you want. Do you have any special talents like art, music, mathematics.. etc?

 

[Dywyddyr]

Hi
Well my IQ seems so far to be unlimited.

:roflmao:

 

[whevr]

IQ != Intelligence
Yeah the name calls for it but it really isn't.

"IQ scales only go up to ~200.
I think 50,000 (or even 5,000) is a slight exaggeration." Yeah well. Might have been a joke? I think I don't have to tell you but i can't tell if your just fooling me right now :S

"Hmm, and a discussion isn't "working together"?
Not that high an IQ then..." Dicussions that have no reachable end are not helping just wasting time. Working togheter also includes having discussions but they mostly are kinda helpfull and not based on the urge to just be right.

@spidergoat got me. But thats not fair. I toldya I don't like humans. There is nothing like a lovelife as you probably can imagne. But I guess I just don't meet there right people. Or more likely: I can't see them being like me.

 

[Dywyddyr]

IQ != Intelligence
Yeah the name calls for it but it really isn't.

Of course. I'll just take your word for it.

"Hmm, and a discussion isn't "working together"?
Not that high an IQ then..." Dicussions that have no reachable end are not helping just wasting time.

Ah, you're so smart you already know the result?

Working togheter also includes having discussions but they mostly are kinda helpfull and not based on the urge to just be right.

Then you've been talking to the wrong people.

 

[whevr]

@Pincho Paxton Sadly no. Well I do calculate and I do produce music and I draw..but I'm not good or something. Just like I told you. Just normal skilled.

 

[Dywyddyr]

That's okay. Pincho isn't good at anything.
Except, maybe, false self-promotion, but I don't think that counts.

 

[Pincho Paxton]

@Pincho Paxton Sadly no. Well I do calculate and I do produce music and I draw..but I'm not good or something. Just like I told you. Just normal skilled.

You should talk to German people instead, because the translation loses a lot of your personality, it's very robotic. So I just can't figure you out.

 

[whevr]

Well you're funny

You can't take my word. You just take what you get from those. IQ isn't Intelligence well isn't it obvious? How can I possibly have a high IQ and still be normal skilled in math or stuff like that? Answer: I don't have a high IQ. Well if you want to belive it makes no difference at all but this dicussion will lead to no end. Well I can't tell you that for sure but I have to decide. Yeah right I know whats coming next. Hehe. I already told you: "But i guess there has to be something wrong in this theory because I wrote this thread and I'm obviously still alive. "

 

[scheherazade]

Hello whevr, and welcome to this forum.

What part of interacting with humans do you dislike?

'Unhappiness' is a subjective state. No one can truly influence that state but yourself. What do you perceive as the cause of your unhappiness?

No psychoanalysis here. Just getting you to examine the questions. No need to share unless it pleases you to do so.