You actually hit on a point though before you kind of "entirely lost it"...with your statements about God.
"You have to stand in the hall of critics to hang in the hall of fame."
We as christians endure with gladness the trial of our faith by those in unbelief in God and the redicule of mockers, and even our own desires, crucifing the flesh daily bringing it into subjection to the Spirit of God as our Lord Jesus did also, because we count it honor and glory to be associated with the Lord God who created heavens and earth, in whom is all goodness and honor and glory....
Yes what doesn't kill you does make you stronger, but remember this also........
Satan doesn't "reign" in hell, this fiction was started by a novelist named John Milton in a book he wrote called "Paradise Lost"......
This concept was complete ficton when satan says "I'd rather reign in hell, than serve in heaven".....
He is destroyed just like all the rest after God is done with Him.
But for now he serves as a powerfull adversary, and is as a tool in the hand of God.
What he actually said was "I will assend up, and be like the most high, to sit as God in the temple of God and be worshiped" by all the peoples of the earth....."To have a more beautifull kingdom than that of Michael's"...He dwells in beauty, sin is beautifull..to deceive by as a woman, But the beauty of Godliness is in the character of the Lord.
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