What is your end goal?
I want to earn a PhD in Immunology. I really don't want to teach, but that can be an option though. But I want to do research in Immunology for a government institution such as the NIH, I do not want to go into Industry, things are too organized at that level.
I will be a college senior next fall, do you think it's a good idea to take my GRE next year just to see what I can get on it. I am not a good test taker at all. I am not stupid though, nor overly intelligent. I was diagnosed with ADD this past Spring, but I do not want to use that as an excuse at a grad school interview when they ask about my poor academic performance? Should I even mention this at interviews, would it be a benefit for me? To me it is unacceptable and a copout, to just say, " Oh I failed some of my Bio classes because of my ADD!" No, I just can't bring myself to do that.
I don't know how else though, to explain my academic difficulties. I was never like this in HS, so I doubt it's ADD. What do you think is the case with me?
I have so much to add onto this, but I'm so tired right now. But I think I've given you enough to work with for the rest of the night
And thanks again for your input.
Spuriousmonkey as well, feel free to add on.
Thanks guys, I used to think I have goals and directions, but I don't want this to affect my future. Of course I still have all these goals, but I'm afraid it's going to take longer to reach them, which I am not looking forward to. I always wanted to follow the traditional route -- four years of undergrad and then straight to grad school. But I feel like what has happened this past two years, I have out my life on hold, and I am fully responsible, because I was never disciplined enough. And I wish I would have realised all these things earlier, and now I feel like, it can't be fixed. At least not, immediately, which is what I'd prefer.