I get the feeling that anyone who even thinks about strange things for a minute is frowned upon. Ive spent hours and hours and days and weeks pondering things unknown BECAUSE THEYRE IMPORTANT.
Anything that doesnt fit but seems to be true or right IS true or right and wed better revise our books.
It flies in the face of convention.
Fine! Let it!
IT happens to be a real thing actually, therefore our convention is wrong.
You could enter a really mad world or worlds if you get pretty deep, so watch out.
The thing Im left with is not reasuring(Spelt wrong)
at all.
The whole world and your entire existence may not be real at all.
Sleep.
When you sleep you are cut off from the world ,so to speak, and it is your brain functioning, you have no constant visual or anything else stimulus, so in theory anything you think
(a dream) is more trrue)
I used to dream of flying out thru window in sky its coldyou can see the lights, land somewhere, real world. its night , totally deserted you walk down an empty street(sometimes you go into a house and have sex with a woman who is the same as you
Its like they are dreaming and you are as well and youve come to this other place.
which is strange but good.(you can go thru Locked doors)
Its all empty and noone can see you, its like being a ghost or something.