http://www.alienjigsaw.com/Part_IV/amyintro.html
"I often regret learning what I now know because I can never see life or my world as others see it. Because I see beyond the 'consentual' reality, I have become part of a new society whose numbers are few, but growing."
-- Amy Lynn
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http://www.militaryabduction.com/Miesha.htm#story
(My Story, by Miesha Johnston.)
I have been aware of the military involvement in my own contact off and on through out most of my life. I do not know who exactly these groups are who have abducted me but I believe it to be a small faction within our military. I have had several abductions where I started out with an alien only to end up into the hands of the military. Or be dropped off by the ETs and be picked up by the military, on the same night or a day or two later. I would also wake up in odd places such as in the back of a van. a ranger type jeep or a black helicopter, which the later has caused me to be phobic and hate flying. I would then be taken to a joint military/alien facility or base. I have memories of going down in elevators to floors where military and aliens seem to be working together. I have memories of being taken into a small rooms with gray walls and being interrogated, sometimes treated abusively because I have woke up with bruises on my body. My interrogators have been men in uniform, people in white smocks and a reptilian alien. The reptilian used some type of mind manipulation on me after I was ordered to drink a thick colored liquid by the humans. I felt it was a drug of some kind because of the way it made me feel. Everything was blurry and moving and I could only see a few feet in any direction.
I have been put on various different mind altering machines such as helmet that caused me to see holographic-images and virtual-reality. When the unit was put on my head they showed many ugly awful and fearful images. I believe it was some kind of a desensitization tool. They continued showing me the images until I was finally desensitized and the images were no longer causing me fear and anxiety. I have had a metal band put around my head, which caused electric shock. Which I believe is part of my memory loss problems. As well as dyslexia and directional problems that I have. Is there a military interest in developing brain implants, holographic-image projection, cloaking devices, mind-altering weapons and genetic research?
What is the agenda of the human's that are involved in the military/alien abduction phenomenon. What is the purpose of MILABs. I wonder are we their unwitting spies. Someone that they can send into the mist of the enemy (alien) territory and retrieve information.
I have had a lot of emotional disturbance with in my life since I decided to find out about the missing time in my life. I started having post-traumatic flash backs in the last few years. So decided to receive hypnosis for the military abduction experiences. I am now going into the memories of the MKultra and other possible mind control projects that I have been subjected to in my life. As I sift through my scattered memory, it is very hard to remember it all in chronological order. So for this reason I have periods of missing time in my life, from childhood on to about age 30 which is when I started to remember my life. Memories have surfaced, ranging from very minor memories to very severe memories including body memory of the physical trauma that I was put through in order to ingrain the programming in me. For the past few years, these memories have been surfacing at an amazing pace. I will continue with my own memory retrieval as well as the research for the book that Melinda Leslie and I am writing. You may go to our web site for more information.
www.militaryabduction.com
What can we as citizens do about this? I feel that it is my duty to tell what I know about it. I feel that we have a right as citizens of the United States & Earth to ask our elected official to look into this matter and investigate it thoroughly without prejudices. To conclusively bring this matter into the light of day. To let the American public know where some of the moneys we pay as taxpayer's is really going to (Black Opps Projects). We want to call for public hearings with C-Span present. We will bring documentation for all types as well as eyewitness accounts of the atrocities that are being done to men, women and children.