Mystech, Sargentlard
Mystech
Because apparently Tiassa's family had a lot of really weird issues
Indeed they do. And it's sort of strange. And it's true, isn't it,
Mystech? Adultery is really weird and uncommon, isn't it? And lying about it? Nobody
ever does that, do they?
Whenever he talks of them it's as if we're dealing with some sort of bizarre mental cases
They are rather hard to explain. It would take more words than you're willing to read.
that'd explain a lot about how Tiassa turned out, though.
I've learned to not blame them. People can't do much about ignorance except learn, and sometimes that takes a while. And for them ... well, I go for the comparative: my father was surprised by the collapse of his own ethics and values; my brother liked certain identity labels but not the attributes that go with them (he finally had to admit he's not a Republican, a strangely significant transition); my mother has undergone the transition from a woman of the "old America" into a woman of the modern world--they're all very different people compared to 10 years ago. The only really sad thing about it is that the transitions involved them asking questions they'd already ridiculed, so they had some knots of conflict in their consciences. And by the time you get around to watching with intrigue as people thrash helplessly against their own self-established and self-perceived hypocrisy and actually feel hope that they'll figure it out instead of the daily dose of disgust at the futility ... well?
My family finally became "normal" when they admitted that we were a dysfunctional unit. That took until I was 25 for them to figure out. I feel badly for the years of stress, but I didn't choose it to be that way.
And what's even stranger,
Mystech, is that while I find my family bizarre, I find them bizarre in the same way I find most humans bizarre. If I subtly prod around, I will find that they're
not that unusual.
My family seems bizarre because most people avoid the issues I see in family; despite these being very common issues, discussion of the issues is still rare, reserved, and generally masked and dishonest.
Sargentlard
The short answer is that while my biological parentage is listed as Does, some of us are pretty sure who one half of that equation was. In 1972, when I was conceived, adultery was even more scandalous than it is today, and knocking up one of your high school students ... now
there is a scandal.
I think they worried too much about what to tell me, cast a few too many lies, and found themselves obliged. They didn't slip up until I was about 16 or 17, when the ethnicities of my biological parenthood was suddenly reversed in order to hide the identity of my biological father. My mother still thinks she's fooling people. My father won't admit to anything, but he no longer cares. I figure he'll 'fess up on his deathbed.
And it's not the family itself which makes me strange, but rather socialization. Watch a few people who are like you be argued about as if they were subhuman (e.g. property to be owned) and it changes your attitude. Live daily in a social setting that expects you to be constantly aware of things like this, and it does in fact affect your perspective.
I would think
Mystech, of all people, would be capable of recognizing that.
Here's an interesting notion: Apparently, my adoption carried an agreement that I must be given a religious education at some point. I'm sure a few people around here know what it's like to live without the proper protection of Constitutional guarantees. But by the time I considered a private school, Jesuits weren't that far-out an idea.
People lie to their children because what they perceive the truth as threatening is more important to them than the children.